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lucien_lee

lucien_lee

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Mar 10, 2023
19
this is what i'm gonna use to ctb
 

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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
Shadier than my mom
 
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ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
398
Jesus... That's awful
 
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Dying Alive 00

Member
Mar 23, 2023
60
I believe that was also the method chosen by Isabella Blow, the mentor of Alexander McQueen. A horrible choice in both cases.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,536
Judging by the replies I don't think I even wish to know what it is.
 
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CellarBoy

CellarBoy

I hope my dead body traumatizes you all.
Mar 23, 2023
93
Sounds unbelievably painful. Explain to me, why would you wanna go out that way?
 
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Uncensored

Uncensored

Call yourself considerate and force me to suffer
Mar 2, 2023
13
Wow... sounds absolutely dreadful
 
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arsencio354

arsencio354

Member
Feb 12, 2023
54
4 days of suffering... idk atleast choose something that's less than 24 hours unless ur heart is set on this method.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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IDK what this method is either, as my ISP censors shit and the attachment is blocked. But, from the replies it sound horrific, and I'm only one for peaceful and as pain-free CTB as possible, as I figure why should I have to endure more pain just to end it all? I already have lots of emotional pain in my life that I've endured. No. Give me as easy and painless way out as possible.
 
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Yozo_oba

Yozo_oba

"When I go out, I hope I go just as beutifully"
Mar 11, 2023
32
Judging on the replys it sound awfully psinfull. But if that's how you want to go then i have no real reason to stop you. Good luck man.👍
 
qwerty1969

qwerty1969

Member
Feb 24, 2023
284
It's basically CTB by consuming a pesticide which is a poison. I don't see it as any different to the SN method. Pesticide CTB is common practice in a number of South East Asian countries and also in countries like India. Whatever is available I guess.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

Member
Feb 24, 2023
284
Try sn, it is still way better than that
It's debatable and what is the definition of "better". I am not trying to be antagonist but as analytical as possible. For many the paraquat method has achieved the desired result. SN has failed individuals. So which is better?!
 
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nonialabaster

nonialabaster

Experienced
Jan 4, 2023
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It's debatable and what is the definition of "better". I am not trying to be antagonist but as analytical as possible. For many the paraquat method has achieved the desired result. SN has failed individuals. So which is better?!
You come off as an antagonist. There are resources here, on this forum, for the methods. Read them. Find the best, for you.
It's best not to be sassy, on this forum. We have a strong community here and are pretty strong, about our choices. You're skirting being reported, and banned.
Try it again, friendo.
 
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bloop714

bloop714

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Mar 26, 2023
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It's debatable and what is the definition of "better". I am not trying to be antagonist but as analytical as possible. For many the paraquat method has achieved the desired result. SN has failed individuals. So which is better?!
I read many goodbye threads here, and there was one too which contained all attempts and by reading all that it is pretty much visible that people who fail either don't take antiemetic and vomit or take less amount (25gm is enough), so that's why I thought it may be a good method and also it knocks a person off and one only experiences nausea, headache, burning in throat, and after 10 or 12 minutes he is unconscious, so one don't has to suffer much.
 
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qwerty1969

qwerty1969

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Feb 24, 2023
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I read many goodbye threads here, and there was one too which contained all attempts and by reading all that it is pretty much visible that people who fail either don't take antiemetic and vomit or take less amount (25gm is enough), so that's why I thought it may be a good method and also it knocks a person off and one only experiences nausea, headache, burning in throat, and after 10 or 12 minutes he is unconscious, so one don't has to suffer much.
Fair comment. I have ordered SN and I am waiting on delivery so that says something I guess.
 
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Walilamdzii

Walilamdzii

Mage
Sep 19, 2021
585
It's been banned in many places. I don't understand why Isabella Blow would choose this, when I would imagine she could obtain heroin or something that would cause a peaceful OD.
 
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
101
Scanning the report this looks absolutely terrible, but I can't exactly tell you what to do with your life. Just make the choice you'll regret the least I guess.
 
Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
452
I wish I hadn't looked at the article. Should there be a tag on links that contain graphic images?
 

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