Right now I'm thinking about ctb with a little .22 single action revolver or whatever it's called. I posted before about being unsure about my method because I didn't want it to leave me messed up (like crippled or paralyzed or something)
I was thinking just whenever I am able to get my hands on it I would ctb but I'm having serious doubts and panic attacks that I will get caught holding it to my head or something trying to get myself to pull the trigger, I had an opportunity the other day, I was staring at the glovebox where I know it is, and I got too scared and just stared the whole time at it until my dad got back in the car. I'm so scared that I'll try it and I'll get put on suicide watch or whatever and I'll be even more miserable than I already am.
I seriously need some help on figuring out what to do with it and how to actually ctb with it. Where do I point it and is it actually gonna work with a .22 bullet. Also I know how to use it already I've probably shot like 50 something bullets out of it. This was kinda a vent/help post and I'm kinda nervous posting on here cause I don't know the terms and stuff all that well and I'm not a good writer. Any advice or ideas, I don't know just something, would be appreciated.
I was thinking just whenever I am able to get my hands on it I would ctb but I'm having serious doubts and panic attacks that I will get caught holding it to my head or something trying to get myself to pull the trigger, I had an opportunity the other day, I was staring at the glovebox where I know it is, and I got too scared and just stared the whole time at it until my dad got back in the car. I'm so scared that I'll try it and I'll get put on suicide watch or whatever and I'll be even more miserable than I already am.
I seriously need some help on figuring out what to do with it and how to actually ctb with it. Where do I point it and is it actually gonna work with a .22 bullet. Also I know how to use it already I've probably shot like 50 something bullets out of it. This was kinda a vent/help post and I'm kinda nervous posting on here cause I don't know the terms and stuff all that well and I'm not a good writer. Any advice or ideas, I don't know just something, would be appreciated.
