im 22 male i never had a gf i will never have a gf i am very devastated i feel i will never be normal i was always an outcast and dont matter how hard i will try life will never be better for me i am very depressed every day and miniute is pain i survvied my last attempt i am very afraid to die but i need to do it im a hikikomori i cant fit well with the world for 6 years im living this lifetyle its sad to know that my life will be over i was never a bad person but i never had any luck in life
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Snake of Eden
“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
- Jun 22, 2021
- 2,472
Being hikikomori is not fun. I am borderline living this life style but i force myself to work part time. I know what is it like to self isolate for lack of ability to adapt and interact with the rest of the world. Being on our own is not so much a choice of lifestyle as much it is just avoidance because we dont feel we can fit in. I wish you well
Alwaysbadtime
Enlightened
- Jun 28, 2021
- 1,157
This really sucks for you to deal with. Try not to buy into all the modern labels for what you're going through. It's unfortunate.
Do you have a way to exit everything?
Perhaps there's a chick out there also isolated and wants to hang out. I don't know. I'm sure there's females also in your situation your age. Sucks major shit either way.
My existence sucked even with bfs off and on.
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,845
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,653
I get that it can be hard to be stuck in a hopeless situation. I'm sorry you are suffering. Taking our lives really is difficult as there is the SI and the fact that methods can go wrong, I understand that, I would love to just fall into an eternal sleep.I used to be like you, always lonely, didn't have many friends, never had a gf, felt like a social outcast, didn't have any money or a prospective future. But I was able to get one and lose my virginity in my college years, and things slowly turned around. There's always a bit of hope.
Unfortunately for me I fucked things up and things took a big turn for the worst this year. Hopefully there's some light at the end of the tunnel for you. If not, I hope you can find peace one way or another.Similar threads
