Venting This is How It Feels To Fail?

[imafailure]

so this is how it feels to get saved but forced to live this miserably life again? i honestly don't want to die now, just want to disappear or never exist at all at this moment. the shame, the pain, the agony is much much worse now. im a complete failure

 

[Living_Hurts_so_Much]

so this is how it feels to get saved but forced to live this miserably life again? i honestly don't want to die now, just want to disappear or never exist at all at this moment. the shame, the pain, the agony is much much worse now. im a complete failure

Oh what I wouldn't give just to poof out of existence and not have to deal with this life anymore.

 

[imafailure]

Oh what I wouldn't give just to poof out of existence and not have to deal with this life anymore.

that's exactly what i want. i just couldn't handle the shame that i was failed to ctb. i really hate myself even more now and everyone who saved me. there's probably much people that literally need help to keep alive out there in the same time as i wanted to go. why it has to be me?

 

[Life_and_Death]

I know you won't read this. But maybe you came back to show me the way.....i miss you I'm sure we'll talk again one day

 

[rt1989526]

Why is their name crossed out now ? They were banned or they ctb?

 

[KiraComplex]

we'll miss you, fly high friend

 

[Life_and_Death]

Why is their name crossed out now ? They were banned or they ctb?

It's snuff. They made this account so they could talk to me before they tried again. Once they got ahold of me they banned themselves because they didn't need the account anymore

 

[rt1989526]

Gotcha, thanks. Hopefully snuff is at peace now

 

[Life_and_Death]

Gotcha, thanks. Hopefully snuff is at peace now

i hope so. he said hed email me back if not and i havent heard anything yet