Thinking of Life

[DLife1]

Have You ever felt hopeless and lost?Can't connect with others or nobody understands ? I'm in so much pain . I been having suicidal thoughts again. I've been feeling dead internally for years. It's been coming and going since a teenager. Now it's like a numbing pain . I just want to scream and wake up from this nightmare . Being on earth sometimes is so draining . A world full of evil, pain , suffering , no freedom, judgments from other humans . Everyday I wake up and sad . I know it's more to life than all of this . I can't believe this what we was born on earth to just being in pain hurting doing what society says we "HAVE TO DO" . Instead of accepting we all have different views and opinions and should make decisions on what we want over our OWN Life. Just born on earth , pain & suffering have to deal with it because we was taught that just existing not really living and then dead . It makes me sad to think that this is what life is . I'm just tired of crying and being in pain

 

[Live Free or Die]

You'll find many others here like yourself. You'll find many, many threads talking about the very things you feel and wrote about here. You're not alone here. Welcome to SS.

 

[FuneralCry]

I am also extremely tired of living. I have never wanted to be alive. I do not want to exist in a world where so much pain and suffering exists. I always feel hopeless, there will never be anything for me here in this world. Things will only get worse for me in the future. I know it can be dreadful living a painful existence. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[DLife1]

I am also extremely tired of living. I have never wanted to be alive. I do not want to exist in a world where so much pain and suffering exists. I always feel hopeless, there will never be anything for me here in this world. Things will only get worse for me in the future. I know it can be dreadful living a painful existence. I'm sorry you are going through this. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Thank you @LeavingForever i know it's the worst feeling ever . I'm sorry you going through this . I wish you the best too

 

[Rational man]

You're a beautiful sensative soul who feels the pain of others in the world. Our world is harsh but it does help if you control sensitivity. It helped me and i realised the free spirit within me.

 

[DLife1]

You'll find many others here like yourself. You'll find many, many threads talking about the very things you feel and wrote about here. You're not alone here. Welcome to SS.

Thank you so much

 

[completely-done]

Have You ever felt hopeless and lost?Can't connect with others or nobody understands ? I'm in so much pain . I been having suicidal thoughts again. I've been feeling dead internally for years. It's been coming and going since a teenager. Now it's like a numbing pain . I just want to scream and wake up from this nightmare . Being on earth sometimes is so draining . A world full of evil, pain , suffering , no freedom, judgments from other humans . Everyday I wake up and sad . I know it's more to life than all of this . I can't believe this what we was born on earth to just being in pain hurting doing what society says we "HAVE TO DO" . Instead of accepting we all have different views and opinions and should make decisions on what we want over our OWN Life. Just born on earth , pain & suffering have to deal with it because we was taught that just existing not really living and then dead . It makes me sad to think that this is what life is . I'm just tired of crying and being in pain

You are a beautiful person. I understand the basis of what you feel. The life we live in truly sucks. It's suffering what we face. I'm sorry you are going through this.

 

[DLife1]

You are a beautiful person. I understand the basis of what you feel. The life we live in truly sucks. It's suffering what we face. I'm sorry you are going through this.

It really does . Sad what we all have to go through everyday . Thank you you're a beautiful person too