Thinking of ctb while being on antidepressants

[miguel6565]

i still have ctb thoughts but are different,like i cant see nothing is so weird,sorry i cannot explain better

how do you think of ctb while ctb¿

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Please try to explain better, what you can't see?

 

[miguel6565]

Please try to explain better, what you can't see?

i mean i still wanna ctb but is weird, anyone that use antidepressants please try to explain i am so bad explaning myself sorry

 

[Forest Fire]

I don't fully understand what you are asking, sorry. But I find when i'm on anti depressants it takes away some of the physical sensations that usually accompany my emotions/thoughts. That was strange for me initially. Only happens with low/mid level stuff though.

 

[miguel6565]

I don't fully understand what you are asking, sorry. But I find when i'm on anti depressants it takes away some of the physical sensations that usually accompany my emotions/thoughts. That was strange for me initially. Only happens with low/mid level stuff though.

and your thoughts still same or like less intense¿

 

[Weightoftheworld]

I understand, thanks prozac. It's like, you still want to die but at the same time you don't care. Basically puts your body and mind into autopilot even though you're still behind the wheel trying to drive. It is hard to explain, lol.

 

[miguel6565]

I understand, thanks prozac. It's like, you still want to die but at the same time you don't care. Basically puts your body and mind into autopilot even though you're still behind the wheel trying to drive. It is hard to explain, lol.

yes is so weird to explain is like i am not me

 

[Nobbo]

i mean i still wanna ctb but is weird, anyone that use antidepressants please try to explain i am so bad explaning myself sorry

I think I know what you mean cause I am on anti depressants as well but still want to ctb. But I'm just not emotional about it at all. Like it feels like I have no feelings

 

[miguel6565]

I think I know what you mean cause I am on anti depressants as well but still want to ctb. But I'm just not emotional about it at all. Like it feels like I have no feelings

yea thats what i mean

 

[Brackenshire]

Me too

 

[Matthias_k]

I've been on AD for years (mostly Fluoxetine/Prozac) When I'm Off I'm desperate and can't stand life, everyday life is a nightmare and I am constantly overwhelmed with bad emotions and anxiety. When I'm On I just don't care, life doesn't interest me and I still want to die but I don't care if it's today or in ten years. I'm like an animal, basic instincts only. I eat, I work, I run, I sleep a lot, I masturbate and repeat.

 

[Nobbo]

I've been on AD for years (mostly Fluoxetine/Prozac) When I'm Off I'm desperate and can't stand life, everyday life is a nightmare and I am constantly overwhelmed with bad emotions and anxiety. When I'm On I just don't care, life doesn't interest me and I still want to die but I don't care if it's today or in ten years. I'm like an animal, basic instincts only. I eat, I work, I run, I sleep a lot, I masturbate and repeat.

Oh wow that's what I have as well, Except I sadly don't have the energy and motivation to work and run. A lot of just sitting in my room and was overthinking

 

[GoneGoneGone]

If you are suicidal, in the beginning of a new round of antidepressants, these feelings usually become even stronger. After a few weeks they're supposed to subside. Or so they say.

 

[MAIO]

If you are suicidal, in the beginning of a new round of antidepressants, these feelings usually become even stronger. After a few weeks they're supposed to subside. Or so they say.

New generation Antidepressants(SRRI/SNRI) simply are not that effective, the majority of the efficacy is a placebo. For instance, generally, exercise alone or talk therapy is as effective as new-generation antidepressants for the conditions they are most commonly prescribed for without side effects. Exercise has personally worked better/faster for me.