Think its time

[Flying Away]

Some of you know that last week was my final shot of happiness. Five days spread to seven. Everything seems dark again today. Everyone has stopped talking to me again. I guess I was just strung along. There is so little hope for me. Last week was my final shot. I thought it had given me a glimpse of family reunited. Instead the universe decides to play the ultimate joke. It's time. Might post methods I have tried over the past 40 years.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such an unfair life and it is sad how life is so cruel to many of us. I hope that in whatever happens you are able to find relief from your suffering.

 

[Worndown]

Sadly people do not always change. I am sorry this was not a success.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry it has come to this for you. The only thing I'd say is to try and make the very best decision(s) you can based on the totality of your circumstances, not from a single low-point along life's highway. I don't say that to diminish your situation at all. To me, it's just better to try and make these type of decisions from the head, rather than the heart. I hope you make the best decision for you that you can. I hope we all do when that time comes.