Think I'ma give it one good try soon.

[SuicideBoys93]

My wife had a break down earlier, and I got personal with her about my CTB thoughts. Moral of the story it turned into a fight. My reach for help failed I ordered supplies via amazon. I just got to get the location picked out, and we're going to try for it. My reach for help turned into divorce talks, so that's my how my night has been. FUCK IM DONE WITH THIS SHIT.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I'm sorry for what you are going through. It's awful that you got negative feedback whine trying to reach out for help. I wyd things were going better for you. But I, along with many others are here to support you

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Funny ain't it? Wife gets mad punches holes through walls, and doors. Hurts her hand. I wrap it, and get her ice. She's complaining about a headache. I pick her up off the bathroom floor, get her Excedrin, and place a cold rag behind her neck. She's most definitely going to miss me when I'm gone... I asked her for help, or at least to try decipher some of this shit inside my head, got called crazy, was told I didn't love her, and that I sound stupid. Funny how that works out. I answered her help. Got told to get fucked when I asked.

 

[rntmss]

I know the pain your talking about. My wife left me last year after I made an attempt to CTB. I could feel her eyes burning through me while I was laying in the ER.

Just pure death glare. I shouldn't have told her to call 911. I should have just stayed in the shower

 

[sickInsominic42]

I'm sorry. This completely angered me. How cruel of her. She is definitely undeserving of you and probably won't realize it till it's too late. I understand about how she will miss everything you do for her. I hope when I'm gone my family will realize the same thing. I know it has to be hard going through this experience right now but Just know your not alone. The people here support you