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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
I don't care if it's painful or dumb. Just need to do something.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I would personally only ctb if I was certain that it would succeed, as without the method being properly planned, there is a higher chance of failure. The fear of failure is the main thing that is holding me back from ctb. I am sorry that you are suffering so much to get to this point. I wish that ctb was easier more than anything, all that I want is to peacefully pass away. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Area Man

Student
Mar 31, 2021
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No point trying to ctb if you're going to go in impulsively and make a mess while causing yourself great pain pointlessly and getting sectioned.
 
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deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
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I'm pretty sure you would care about the pain once you start experiencing it.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I flip-flopped on if I should answer this. Quite honestly you've probably considered anything I could suggest, and anything easily accessible has many downfalls or low likelihood of success.

Currently not feeling like writing too much so I suppose if you want to hear my worthless two cents to feel free to reach out. But in most normal households, most things won't work. Been there, tried that. Best wishes on whatever you decide to do.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
I ate cleansing products to make myself vomit before. It didn't kill me, but that wasn't my goal. It didn't even work for the purpose of my goal though. Useless stuff all round. Better stick to the tried and true methods.

If you're looking for a way to self harm, as is the sentiment I'm getting from your post, there are ways to do that even aside from the classics: cutting, burning, scratching. Banging your arm against a doorframe, hitting or choking yourself, pulling out your hair, eating things you don't like or things that make you feel like shit, eating too much to where your stomach feels like it will explode, or in other ways seeking out content and activities that make you feel bad.

Eating magnesium sulphate is especially nasty. And it will give you the runs if you take too much of it.
 
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