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[nihilisticmystics]

my ctb partner (that i met off of this website) and i are meeting this wednesday, we have a hotel for two nights and the hotel is 9 minutes away from the bus station, where i will pick my partner up. we are trying to ctb by firearm, and i plan to acquire one from a private seller that doesn't do a background check, or ask someone for help who can pass the background check.

(i might not pass the background check because i have been to a psych ward twice). if we are not able to get a gun, i plan to hang myself when i get home after our hotel stay is up. i have already prepared everything, this week is perfect to ctb and it's at the point where i have nothing to lose, i don't want to stall or hold off anymore. i know that i was destined to die by ctb, and to be honest i am very ready and excited. i do not feel fear, i just want to be gone forever.

extra question / need help: how do i test my ceiling fan to see if it's a good anchor point?

thank you :)

 

[Sleeper System]

Ha. Wish I could join yall. Jealous beyond words.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Ha. Wish I could join yall. Jealous beyond words.

why can't you? :> are you eligible to buy a firearm/have access to firearms? do you live in the usa? we are trying to find a third partner that is willing to travel to texas, who can ideally pass a background check to purchase a firearm, or already have firearms….

If you're interested then just dm me!!^_^

 

[SunriseParabellum]

I'd be very careful about asking someone to help acquire, they can either call the cops and get you arrested, or if they do they're going to prison when the scene is found. Just my two cents on that, I don't want you to end up locked up over it. However things go though I wish you the best and hope you find peace, in this life or the next

 

[LunarLynx]

I'd be very careful about asking someone to help acquire, they can either call the cops and get you arrested, or if they do they're going to prison when the scene is found. Just my two cents on that, I don't want you to end up locked up over it. However things go though I wish you the best and hope you find peace, in this life or the next

I mean you can't go to prison if you're not there anymore :P
Jokes aside, stay safe, meeting people from the internet can always be dangerous !! (good luck on your attemps <3)

 

[Pony Slaystation]

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

Naw we will both succeed

 

[Sleeper System]

my ctb partner (that i met off of this website) and i are meeting this wednesday, we have a hotel for two nights and the hotel is 9 minutes away from the bus station, where i will pick my partner up. we are trying to ctb by firearm, and i plan to acquire one from a private seller that doesn't do a background check, or ask someone for help who can pass the background check.

(i might not pass the background check because i have been to a psych ward twice). if we are not able to get a gun, i plan to hang myself when i get home after our hotel stay is up. i have already prepared everything, this week is perfect to ctb and it's at the point where i have nothing to lose, i don't want to stall or hold off anymore. i know that i was destined to die by ctb, and to be honest i am very ready and excited. i do not feel fear, i just want to be gone forever.

extra question / need help: how do i test my ceiling fan to see if it's a good anchor point?

thank you :)

How are things going so far? Update please.

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

why can't you? :> are you eligible to buy a firearm/have access to firearms? do you live in the usa? we are trying to find a third partner that is willing to travel to texas, who can ideally pass a background check to purchase a firearm, or already have firearms….

If you're interested then just dm me!!^_^

Your in Texas and have a hard time finding a firearm? Ngl, I find that very hard to believe.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Your in Texas and have a hard time finding a firearm? Ngl, I find that very hard to believe.

I lowk dgaf what YOU think, plus yes it is hard for SOME people to illegally find/purchase a gun. Just cuz its easier for you or you know more connections and resources doesn't mean its easy for everyone so stfu

Also i find it hard to believe that you don't know the difference between "you're" and "your"

 

[Hollowman]

The ceiling fan would have to hold your weight for a half an hour. I wouldn't trust it.

 

[darksouls]

Naw we will both succeed

good luck to you both, I hope you find peace

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

I lowk dgaf what YOU think, plus yes it is hard for SOME people to illegally find/purchase a gun. Just cuz its easier for you or you know more connections and resources doesn't mean its easy for everyone so stfu

Also i find it hard to believe that you don't know the difference between "you're" and "your"

You don't have to low key gaf when if you didn't, you wouldn't have replied. A 10 year old Mexican illegal can acquire a firearm in Texas because that's how lax the gun laws are.

You can find one on Craigslist and say you need it for protection from a private buyer.

If you were in California, fair answer because gun control laws are extremely prohibititive.

Sounds like Wednesday plans didn't work either. Don't get a murder charge over bad mistake online. :/

You don't have to low key gaf when if you didn't, you wouldn't have replied. A 10 year old Mexican illegal can acquire a firearm in Texas because that's how lax the gun laws are.

You can find one on Craigslist and say you need it for protection from a private buyer.

If you were in California, fair answer because gun control laws are extremely prohibititive.

Sounds like Wednesday plans didn't work either. Don't get a murder charge over bad mistake online. :/

I genuinely believe I don't care to edit every word for your grammatical OCD, because apparently, I have to be A.I. to proof read how you are not very bright about asking about guns and practically confessing to an attempted murder charge guised as group ctb.

I find it hard to believe you care so much about my grammar abilities over the value of life and death.

I highly find it hard to believe that two strangers who met each other would go out in front of each other, using the tool on themselves for ctb.

Hell, if I was a cop, this would be definitely a precursor to a murder charge.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

You don't have to low key gaf when if you didn't, you wouldn't have replied. A 10 year old Mexican illegal can acquire a firearm in Texas because that's how lax the gun laws are.

You can find one on Craigslist and say you need it for protection from a private buyer.

If you were in California, fair answer because gun control laws are extremely prohibititive.

Sounds like Wednesday plans didn't work either. Don't get a murder charge over bad mistake online. :/

I genuinely believe I don't care to edit every word for your grammatical OCD, because apparently, I have to be A.I. to proof read how you are not very bright about asking about guns and practically confessing to an attempted murder charge guised as group ctb.

I find it hard to believe you care so much about my grammar abilities over the value of life and death.

I highly find it hard to believe that two strangers who met each other would go out in front of each other, using the tool on themselves for ctb.

Hell, if I was a cop, this would be definitely a precursor to a murder charge.

Ask my ctb partner themselves lmao bc what are you talking abt @marksofdespair

 

[MourningFlower]

I hope you (both!) find peace.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

I highly find it hard to believe that two strangers who met each other would go out in front of each other, using the tool on themselves for ctb.

You do know there's an entire megathread just for that reason right? (The literal partner megathread lmfao)

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

You do know there's an entire megathread just for that reason right? (The literal partner megathread lmfao)

Yes, but let's just say that two people who meet as strangers with a gun, aren't likely to shoot themselves in front of each other without risking a murder charge if they were set up. But hey, what do I know? I can't tell the difference of what your. :/

Partnering up to ctb is a great way for one of you to end up with a criminal charge for participating in the other person's death -- if one of you doesn't succeed -- or have your family sued by their family for damages.

You do know there's an entire megathread just for that reason right? (The literal partner megathread lmfao)

Yes, but let's just say that two people who meet as strangers with a gun, aren't likely to shoot themselves in front of each other without risking a murder charge if they were set up. But hey, what do I know? I can't tell the difference of what your.

You do know there's an entire megathread just for that reason right? (The literal partner megathread lmfao)

There's also a thread of some guy in the US being accused of assisting in partner suicide in the UK. It wasn't true and he was cleared of wrong doing, but hey, who's to say you guys aren't special enough to avoid NBC or CBS. :/

 

[nihilisticmystics]

Yes, but let's just say that two people who meet as strangers with a gun, aren't likely to shoot themselves in front of each other without risking a murder charge if they were set up. But hey, what do I know? I can't tell the difference of what your. :/

You literally tried to say im planning a murder (and you have no evidence or reasoning to do so) bc i asked a SUICIDE forum about firearm advice.
, plus you don't know the complete details of me and my partner, like how long we've known each other, our reasons for wanting to ctb, the other methods we discussed, etc.. And we did plan on getting a second one so we can do it at the same time. Besides, she isn't a stranger to me. and we were also considering other methods.

If u think im suspicious for asking where to go to have a private seller for a firearm then why dont u go comment that on all of the other posts just like this?

also if you think i'm suspicious because im meeting with a "stranger" to ctb, then go tell everyone else that posted in the partners thread I just want to ctb before my bday lmfao im not doing anything wrong

 

[woofwag]

I hope you can both find the peace you're looking for <3

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

You literally tried to say im planning a murder (and you have no evidence or reasoning to do so) bc i asked a SUICIDE forum about firearm advice.
, plus you don't know the complete details of me and my partner, like how long we've known each other, our reasons for wanting to ctb, the other methods we discussed, etc.. And we did plan on getting a second one so we can do it at the same time. Besides, she isn't a stranger to me. and we were also considering other methods.

If u think im suspicious for asking where to go to have a private seller for a firearm then why dont u go comment that on all of the other posts just like this?

also if you think i'm suspicious because im meeting with a "stranger" to ctb, then go tell everyone else that posted in the partners thread I just want to ctb before my bday lmfao im not doing anything wrong

It's suspicious because you pretty much told your plan to the world. In the eyes of a jury based on them reading your paper trail, if anything went wrong in real life, then yes, one of you could get a murder charge. I don't think I'm the first to imply it. Several others have said it.

You can't compare the partner thread to this because there are clear rules to that and risk disclaimer. Technically this post would violate that threads post. That thread doesn't encourage people to meet, just gives space and freedom. You get banned on that thread for trying to hook up, lol.

Based on this narrative, if one of you survived, it would be a murder. That's just facts, not even a blatant accusation.

 

[Tarantula]

I hope you guys find peace. I wish you both the best

 

[slowlydying2mrrw]

And asking for a third is highly suspicious for murder. If you can't wrap your head around why, then you are too young and naive to understand the repercussions of having a third to be in this party. I smell a set up to be honest, and if I was a cop, I'd definitely would be looking at this as a possible kidnapping and murder charge.

 

[nihilisticmystics]

And asking for a third is highly suspicious for murder. If you can't wrap your head around why, then you are too young and naive to understand the repercussions of having a third to be in this party. I smell a set up to be honest, and if I was a cop, I'd definitely would be looking at this as a possible kidnapping and murder charge.

HOLY REACH they literally commented first expressing interest to join and thats why i commented that And the reason why we were looking for a partner is cuz we were trying to LEGALLY get a firearm through a possible partner that was 21+ (Im 19 so even if i was eligible to buy a gun it would be a long gun and we didnt want that one) and the reason why im not eligible is bc ive been involuntarily admitted before. Oh also most of the people that we were wanting to ctb with us reached out to US first. they also said they can help financially because me and my ctb partner want an airbnb cuz more anchor points there

like i said bro me and my ctb partner just want to ctb like u can look at my profile and read through my posts and see that im real

anyways, i am disabled. im limited on where i can go because i need to take steroid shots constantly for my nerves. at the time we thought having a 3rd partner would help us out, as like i said, i'm very limited .

the only thing i've murdered is this brownie im eating rn holy shit its so goodf