There's no end in sight

[BluesRunTheGame]

I need the darkness, someone please cut the lights.

 

[hopelessdreams]

i cant turn off the lights for you bud, sorry. however, i do have a short poem id like to share with you:

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

-Dylan Thomas

it's a poem about death, and i feel like it perfectly describes what you want.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. I just want to be gone as well. Even know life is so temporary and meaningless, it seems like it will never end for me. I wish that it is easier to leave this world. I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I wish you the best.