There is too much pain in living, Marilyn Monroe said

[NormaJeane]

There is too much pain in living, Marilyn Monroe said and I agree. We are all going to die eventually, we will all end up in this situation sooner or later. Life can be suffering and life is not fair. People live too long, life expectancy is too high and that is the problem here. If I have lived 150 years ago, I would not have lived more than 45 years. When suffering becomes stronger than the fact that we are programmed to live, suicide will be possible. And now that day is here for me. People who commit suicide are the most sensible humans, people who take control over their lives and death to avoid meaningless suffering.

I have the right to euthanasia in Switzerland. To die with the help of a doctor is the best way to die, but euthanasia is expensive and I do not have so much money so I asked my relatives for help, but starting with they refused to talk about it. I live alone so I have no one else who can help me. For more than a year I suffered of chronic pain and my relatives refused to talk about it. A week ago they forced themselves into my apartment, shouted at me, in denial of my health problems and said that they will never pay for my euthanasia, those who only visit me monthly. But I should have my own money to pay for what I need - I do not need their permition. I told them to shut up and go to hell. Then I cried the hole day because I was alone and in pain, no one could help me. Euthanasia should be allowed for us all - to hell with the society and the politicians! I can not stop crying about how my relatives have treated me.

The day I die will be the best day of my life
The day I die I will avoid meaningless suffering
The day I die I will get rid of my bad relatives
The day I die, to consciously choosing death will be the best I have done in my life.

I do not have Nembutal, but I will die of lack of oxygen like Marilyn Monroe. People should never have children into a world like this. I hope that the threads I have written here on Sanctioned Suicide will be useful for people in the future. I am an author so I have the knowledge about how to write and it has taken many ears to learn how to write. I have written books in swedish about death and Marilyn Monroe. I love you all! Wish me the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree completely. There is an unlimited amount of suffering that this life can give us. There is no limit as to how bad it can get. The life expectancy certainly is far too long, humans shouldn't be basically forced to live to an old age watching themselves physically and mentally decline. We deserve a right to die.
Non existence is ideal to me. Death solves all of life's problems. I believe there is nothing and that thought comforts me.
If this is your time to leave, then I wish you peace.

 

[NormaJeane]

Thank you FuneralCry, and who will write to you when you will die?

 

[FuneralCry]

Thank you FuneralCry, and who will write to you when you will die?

I will probably write a note to myself, its like a way of making peace with everything I guess.

 

[Beachedwhale]

Understandable. She was abused as a child and as an adult by her managers and by her husbands IIRC.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

There is too much pain in living, Marilyn Monroe said and I agree. We are all going to die eventually, we will all end up in this situation sooner or later. Life can be suffering and life is not fair. People live too long, life expectancy is too high and that is the problem here. If I have lived 150 years ago, I would not have lived more than 45 years. When suffering becomes stronger than the fact that we are programmed to live, suicide will be possible. And now that day is here for me. People who commit suicide are the most sensible humans, people who take control over their lives and death to avoid meaningless suffering.

I have the right to euthanasia in Switzerland. To die with the help of a doctor is the best way to die, but euthanasia is expensive and I do not have so much money so I asked my relatives for help, but starting with they refused to talk about it. I live alone so I have no one else who can help me. For more than a year I suffered of chronic pain and my relatives refused to talk about it. A week ago they forced themselves into my apartment, shouted at me, in denial of my health problems and said that they will never pay for my euthanasia, those who only visit me monthly. But I should have my own money to pay for what I need - I do not need their permition. I told them to shut up and go to hell. Then I cried the hole day because I was alone and in pain, no one could help me. Euthanasia should be allowed for us all - to hell with the society and the politicians! I can not stop crying about how my relatives have treated me.

The day I die will be the best day of my life
The day I die I will avoid meaningless suffering
The day I die I will get rid of my bad relatives
The day I die, to consciously choosing death will be the best I have done in my life.

I do not have Nembutal, but I will die of lack of oxygen like Marilyn Monroe. People should never have children into a world like this. I hope that the threads I have written here on Sanctioned Suicide will be useful for people in the future. I am an author so I have the knowledge about how to write and it has taken many ears to learn how to write. I have written books in swedish about death and Marilyn Monroe. I love you all! Wish me the best!

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I think she took 50 nembutal pills , a whole bottle of nembutal pills. It was easy to get a prescription then for a bottle of nembutal pills. But they made them illegal. imo we should be able to buy them legally online like we buy supplements, or over the counter without presciption. i would order a few bottles and take them with meto (dignitas uses meto). I would take 100 pills.

Marilyn Monroe: Inside Her Final Days and Fragile State of Mind

On the outside, she was Hollywood’s ultimate blonde bombshell, but on the inside, the model-turned-actress faced demons that led to her untimely death at 36.

www.biography.com

"By her side was an empty pill bottle that had held 50 capsules of Nembutal, a drug often used as a sleeping pill."

If this is your goodbye thread then you made a lot of great contributions on this website that helped me a lot.

 

[watchingthewheels]

Here is a eulogy written by Ayn Rand regarding the death of Marilyn Monroe, of whom Rand was a big fan. Regardless of whether it was a suicide, accident, or murder, Rand placed the philospophical, "spiritual" blame on those around Monroe who built her up and exploited her while dragging her down, at the same time, like "psychic vampires"...

Some select quotes:


"If there ever was a victim of society, Marilyn Monroe was that victim—of a society that professes dedication to the relief of the suffering, but kills the joyous."

"She had expected to reach the sunlight; she found, instead, a limitless swamp of malice. It was a malice of a very special kind. If you want to see her groping struggle to understand it, read the magnificent article in [the August 17, 1962) issue of Life magazine. It is not actually an article, it is a verbatim transcript of her own words—and the most tragically revealing document published in many years. It is a cry for help, which came too late to be answered."

"A spectacularly successful star, whose employers kept repeating: "Remember you're not a star," in a determined effort…"


"How long do you think a human being could stand it?"

"The evil of a cultural atmosphere is made by all those who share it. Anyone who has ever felt resentment against the good for being the good and has given voice to it, is the murderer of Marilyn Monroe."

Through Your Most Grievous Fault – ARI Campus

courses.aynrand.org

 

[Hurt]

I agree. Though her death is very controversial. Guess she ODed.

 

[NormaJeane]

Hello friends, thank you for your participation two weeks ago when I tried to end my life. First I used the R2D Rebreather II but the method did not work. A CanadaFornever-member wrote in April 18, 2021 here on Sanctioned Suicide (read my thread This is how it will be to die of R2D Rebreather II) that he did not recommend this method because it failed for him. I had panic attacs with breathing, there was not enough air in the system and the bag in the R2D Rebreather is too small - the device did not work, not for me anyway - but it should work for us all. And what did you expect about something that has not been documented and proved- it seems like people have been cheated bying this ithem by the inventor and the seller.

It is very difficult to end your own life - it is easier to kill someone else. The body is not creaed to kill itself. And there is always the risk that the method will fail.

The only reliable method I can come up with is to tape mouth and nose. If you disagree, then explain a more reliable method.

Two unusual suicide attempts in the USA 2009: two men died of suffocation with silver tape over nose and mouth. A 47-year old man was found dead with silver tape over his mouth and nose. A 52-year old man died of silver tape over his mouth and nose.

Suffocation quickly leads to unconsciousness and death. Stuff in cotton in the nose, tape mouth and nose with silver tape. Will alcohol and sleeping pills make the situation better or worse? Is it possible to tie your hands with handcuffs behind your backs?

The heart rate will increase and abnormal fatique may occur, in the lack of oxygen one usually faints within 2 - 4 minutes. You will be unconscious and the body will suffer from respiratiory paralysis. In the lack of oxygen, death will occur within 11 - 30 minutes. A death like this will probably be slow, upsetting and unpleasant.

 

[Fatal Femme]

Loneliness was tough
The toughest role you ever played
Hollywood created a superstar
And pain was the price you paid