There is no chance of error

[Death is beautiful]

I have no chance of making a mistake if I decide to drink SN, I won't have the right to change my mind, because if I open my SN, my mom will notice it and I'll have to throw it away, besides, I'm doing ctb at home, I don't have money for a hotel, so I only have one try, I don't know if I can muster the courage to do it

damn i'm so jealous of those who live alone how fucking unfair this world is i can't even end this fucking life

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in this situation. Ctb can be very difficult if there are other people around. I wish we lived in a world where our right to die is respected and we could exit peacefully at a time of our own choosing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.