Venting the voices are acting up again.

[hoppybunny]

i'm trying to get better. But being alive is so overwhelming. Like I have to wake up every morning???? no fucking way. My body stopped working only after a month of working so I had to quit. Classes are piling up because i stupidly decided to get a job when I can barly keep up with school work without one. ANd my fatass spent all the money on food. I'm so fucking cooked. I really think i'm gonna have to kill myself after I graduate, cause no way am I gonna be able to do this working shit for the rest of my life. And i'm not interested in living with my parent. I don't care about being a bum or whatever cause i didn't ask to be born. I just don't wanna deal with my parents. Or get beat by them.