The thought of Death is the last thing keeping me going

[FindingTheEnd]

It's crazy how much comfort and calm thinking about dying bring me. I was visualizing me dying from jumping over and over and it was making me almost euphoric. A few minutes before that i was loosing my mind. But no. Death is here for me. I like to think that i can reach it, i like to think that i can touch it. Everytime i feel her presence, it calms me down. I'm in love with death and it's the only thing keeping me sane anymore.

 

[jimmy7754]

I wish I wasn't so lazy

 

[FuneralCry]

The thought of non existence does comfort me a lot as it is the only way to end my suffering. In death nothing can hurt me and it makes my life seem so insignificant and meaningless in comparison. I do think that the thought of dying can make life more bearable for many people, just knowing that there are ways to exit and that they are not trapped in this world. I just wish that it is easier to leave this world. The fact that dying is difficult for me is what keeps me here personally. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

It's crazy how much comfort and calm thinking about dying bring me. I was visualizing me dying from jumping over and over and it was making me almost euphoric. A few minutes before that i was loosing my mind. But no. Death is here for me. I like to think that i can reach it, i like to think that i can touch it. Everytime i feel her presence, it calms me down. I'm in love with death and it's the only thing keeping me sane anymore.

Death/ Nonexistence will solve all my problems forever.

 

[waiting4thenextbus]

It's crazy how much comfort and calm thinking about dying bring me. I was visualizing me dying from jumping over and over and it was making me almost euphoric. A few minutes before that i was loosing my mind. But no. Death is here for me. I like to think that i can reach it, i like to think that i can touch it. Everytime i feel her presence, it calms me down. I'm in love with death and it's the only thing keeping me sane anymore.

I can really, really relate to this.. Death is the only thing that makes me calm. I'm sorry it's like this for us..

 

[outrider567]

I can really, really relate to this.. Death is the only thing that makes me calm. I'm sorry it's like this for us..

Yes, the one thing that comforts me also--Sad indeed but that's the reality