Venting The pain won’t stop

[nomoredolor]

I miss my best friend and love Jesse so much the pain won't stop I can't stop crying I just want to be with him. How could he leave me like this? How could he throw us away? I keep begging god every single day to end me so I don't have to do it myself. Please please please let me die let me go just kill me please I can't fucking do this it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts god why won't you have pity on me and let me die. I need Jesse I need him I hate this I fucking hate this. I want to die fuck it hurts. The pain won't stop

Anna

 

[Namelesa]

Me too. My best friend has left me and I think he has ctbed today. While I don't blame him with for that at all, I just don't want to live a life without him and so want to die but its hard to do that cus of me being trapped home. I hope your pain ends one away or another soon.

 

[nomoredolor]

Me too. My best friend has left me and I think he has ctbed today. While I don't blame him with for that at all, I just don't want to live a life without him and so want to die but its hard to do that cus of me being trapped home. I hope your pain ends one away or another soon.

I'm so sorry
You're welcome to DM me
I hope you can find out what happened for sure soon

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I'm so sorry for your loss, pain, and grief. I wish there was something I could say to help, I know it must hurt a lot. I miss my love so much as well, It's been almost 7 months since he's been gone, and I still think about him a lot. I would do anything to be able to be with him again. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here for now. Hugs to you!

 

[human909]

I am very sorry for your lost. I know a little bit about the pain you're dealing with. Instead of losing my friends they just betrayed me. Even when they know all the suffering i've been through, it hurts and i hope i die soon to end it.