The pain of losing a soulmate

[pikku.tiikeri]

It's depressing enough to lose a loved one, be it a close family member or a best friend. When the person you've lost happens to be your soulmate, it's absolutely devastating. I lost my girlfriend who was my soulmate in a car crash.

She was the only one who truly cared about me in this world. She was the one I shared my deepest feelings with. She was the one who supported me emotionally, and so did I. Our relationship went beyond physical intimacy and went beyond mutual emotional support. She was able to touch my soul and mould it into something stronger, something better. She enriched my soul.

When she invited me to meet her family, she didn't introduce me as her boyfriend. She called me her soulmate. And she was spot on!

The pain of losing a soulmate is beyond expression. It is soul crushing. I feel a part of my soul died with her. Our souls intertwined comfortably and when they were taken apart forcefully by fate, a part of mine was broken and taken away from me. By losing my soulmate, I lost a part of my own soul.

I don't know if my soul will be complete again. I wish to die so that I can join her wherever she is now, not only to be with her again, but also to make my own soul regain its complete self.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life is very unfair, it must be so unbearable what you are going through. It is such a cruel world we live in, where such devastating things happen. I hope you find relief from your suffering.

 

[Rational man]

Its very heart wrenching to read your story. The reality is no-one is with us forevermore. Life and circumstances are often random and chaotic, tragic and unpredictable. People come into our lives, our hearts for an unspecified time. No-one can predict how long. The important thing is your soul mate touched your heart, which is something many of us never experience!. I genuinely believe time can heal.