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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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I had the most surreal magical dream again. It was like a fairy tale. There was no hate, discrimination or beauty standards. It was just a world full of magical beings of all shapes and sizes living side by side in harmony. Now call me crazy, but it felt like a sign. I am not supposed to be in this bullshit world of hate, division, war and separation. I am getting more and more confident of catching that bus because I just hate waking up everyday to this injustice. I think there is something greater than this. Like I said call me crazy but I just feel there is more out there beyond this organic living matter. There are other worlds out there beyond our imagination. The adventure is yet to come...so bring it on! :smiling:
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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I hate waking up out of dreams (especially good ones) and back to my meat suit full of worldly problems. But it is good because it is also a prime motivator for me to ctb.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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For me it's the complete opposite, whenever I start daydreaming I am incapacitated by crying. ;-;:pfff:

For me it's getting as far away from imagination (or even thinking) that does the trick. I don't remember real dreams, either.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,643
Dreams can certainly be better than reality. I like dreaming as sleeping is my favourite thing, it is like death in a way, only you wake up the next day, which I find to be really disappointing. Personally I hope there are no other worlds, I just want nothingness. This life is very disappointing and tedious, I have had enough of it, I understand how you feel, wanting something better than this life.
 
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