Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,649
they expect us to deal with unbearable suffering that constantly tortures whether it's mental or physical
in which in my case is physical a constant state of discomfort is nagging in both my ears and brain
the damage was caused by prolonged headphones use at maximum volume combined with weed use that caused me to go beyond my limits as the music was more pleasurable on weed
i am supposed to just live with this awful condition there's no help or support at all in getting treatment or even a proper diagnosis
in fact i am labeled as a schizophrenia and prescribe anti psychotics medication for it but nothing for my damage ears and brain even though the anti psychotics medication helps me not be bed bound as i am without it, and yes anti psychotics medication is prescribe for brain injuries in some cases
i have been to the ear nose and throat ENT specialist and been diagnosis with tinnitus constant clicking and creaking the ENT specialist told me my ear muscles has been damaged
i have been for MRI scan on my brain but it came back as there was nothing wrong with my brain no detectable damage
a single voxel (3D pixel) in a standard clinical MRI represents a volume of about 1 cubic millimeter, that's 100,000,000,000,000,000,000 atoms
i have had enough of dealing with this everyday i should just hang my self and get it over and done with wish we had our right to choose whether or not life is worth living on a individual basis
in which in my case is physical a constant state of discomfort is nagging in both my ears and brain
the damage was caused by prolonged headphones use at maximum volume combined with weed use that caused me to go beyond my limits as the music was more pleasurable on weed
i am supposed to just live with this awful condition there's no help or support at all in getting treatment or even a proper diagnosis
in fact i am labeled as a schizophrenia and prescribe anti psychotics medication for it but nothing for my damage ears and brain even though the anti psychotics medication helps me not be bed bound as i am without it, and yes anti psychotics medication is prescribe for brain injuries in some cases
i have been to the ear nose and throat ENT specialist and been diagnosis with tinnitus constant clicking and creaking the ENT specialist told me my ear muscles has been damaged
i have been for MRI scan on my brain but it came back as there was nothing wrong with my brain no detectable damage
a single voxel (3D pixel) in a standard clinical MRI represents a volume of about 1 cubic millimeter, that's 100,000,000,000,000,000,000 atoms
i have had enough of dealing with this everyday i should just hang my self and get it over and done with wish we had our right to choose whether or not life is worth living on a individual basis
