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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
112
This may be an indigestible and unpalatable truth, which I would prefer not to see. But I don't have any expectations of significant change that don't require an exorbitant amount of effort and dedication -- perhaps more than I can handle. The simple act of visualizing disorder is exhausting in itself, and having to face a chaotic reality every day, how bad it is.

Fight the world or accept being subjugated?
 
TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
241
This may be an indigestible and unpalatable truth, which I would prefer not to see. But I don't have any expectations of significant change that don't require an exorbitant amount of effort and dedication -- perhaps more than I can handle. The simple act of visualizing disorder is exhausting in itself, and having to face a chaotic reality every day, how bad it is.

Fight the world or accept being subjugated?
what is visualizing disorder?
 
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StrangeLovve

Member
Mar 1, 2025
8
Yes, sometimes I wish I could live in the past, I have everything I wanted in my life except what I loved the most, I just hope to die and wake up next to her, they say that heaven is what you want with all your soul, right?
My wish is to go with you, that you would never have left, that you would never have left me alone
 

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