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The futility of trying to balance mental illness and addiction?

BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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I'm depressed with anxiety + OCD when sober or I'm making an idiot of myself when drunk. I feel better in my mood during the latter but better in my self-esteem when in the former. I bounce from one state to the other so quickly and effortlessly. I don't know who I am. The drunk guy or the depressed guy?

I don't think I want to be either of them.

Where's @WornOutLife when I need him???
 
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