The day

[O_oreo.]

I decided that I will do it on Wednesday because this day has many advantages for my relatives and acquaintances, I have also thought of using antidepressant pills or antipsychotics that I have stored, or nitrogen, or the rope, I do not know, but I will do it, yes, and I feel very calm about it.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief to feel calm about everything. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

If you don't have a solid method and a solid plan, you are not ready. You don't need a half hearted attempt

 

[VoidDesirer22]

How can you be calm when you need to choose and plan your method all within the week? Please do not do anything impulsive.

 

[O_oreo.]

How can you be calm when you need to choose and plan your method all within the week? Please do not do anything impulsive.

What do you suggest?
I already have clear that I will do it outside the house, but I need a painless way, I have quetiapine, and my desire is to die asleep, the place I do not know where it could be, but maybe in an open place without much human contact, I will do it in the afternoon.
I already have clear that I will do it outside the house, but I need a painless way, I have quetiapine, and my desire is to die asleep, the place I do not know where it could be, but maybe in an open place without much human contact, I will do it in the afternoon.

 

[gottago222]

please research more on the forum you dont want to hurt yourself and come out in a worse condition
stay safe

 

[DoodleBug]

The morbid certainty of ctb can be freeing, although, ironically, safety comes first in Terms of the methods. Please be csreful

 

[O_oreo.]

ya he investigado un poco
Tengo muchas ganas de matarme por ser físicamente fea, virgen, sin haber tenido novio ni recibir amor ni intenciones cariñosas, por mis padres, por mi familia, por mis inseguridades y fobia social, también por mi paranoia, que no se va. yo sola, por mi forma de relacionarme y porque cada vez que trato de salir de todo esto simplemente no puedo, mi mente no me lo permite.

y ya estoy dejando todo listo, aun tengo algunas despedidas que decir, pero ya deje muchas cosas organizadas

It must be a relief to feel calm about everything. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

Thank you very much!

Debe ser un alivio sentirme tranquila por todo. Pase lo que pase, te deseo lo mejor.

¡Muchos gracias!

 

[VoidDesirer22]

What do you suggest?
I already have clear that I will do it outside the house, but I need a painless way, I have quetiapine, and my desire is to die asleep, the place I do not know where it could be, but maybe in an open place without much human contact, I will do it in the afternoon.
I already have clear that I will do it outside the house, but I need a painless way, I have quetiapine, and my desire is to die asleep, the place I do not know where it could be, but maybe in an open place without much human contact, I will do it in the afternoon.

Knowing you'll "do it outside the house" and "in the afternoon" is like 5% of planning. Finding the "painless way" is over 50% .

I get that you want to ctb, so do most of us, but the reason we don't just rush into it is so we don't experience pain. What's with the rush?