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easypeasy

easypeasy

The.only.white.sheep
Jul 1, 2024
217
I cannot relax or focus at all. I recommend you all allow for extra benzos or sedatives during the day leading up to the event. It is very stressful.
 
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needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
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I cannot relax or focus at all. I recommend you all allow for extra benzos or sedatives during the day leading up to the event. It is very stressful.
Yep around the time of an attempt is very hard.

Sometimes benzos in such a situation are sort of a luxury.

I'm not sure why you are planning to attempt, but sorry you're here and in pain and hope whatever pain you're in lessens.
 
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easypeasy

easypeasy

The.only.white.sheep
Jul 1, 2024
217
Yep around the time of an attempt is very hard.

Sometimes benzos in such a situation are sort of a luxury.

I'm not sure why you are planning to attempt, but sorry you're here and in pain and hope whatever pain you're in lessens.
Relentless physical pain for 3 years but began 7 years ago all together. Many surgeries that went wrong and severely negligent. Trapped in my room and body. Exhausted from pain. And I've exhausted all options. I'd never end my life if I could wear sneakers and go for a walk.

Thank you for your comment 💕
 
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CravingPeace

CravingPeace

It’s only a matter of time
Feb 19, 2025
338
Is today your today? If so, please keep us updated. Thinking of you! 💚
 
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easypeasy

easypeasy

The.only.white.sheep
Jul 1, 2024
217
Is today your today? If so, please keep us updated. Thinking of you! 💚
It was meant to be today but I freaked out becoz I received some random messages expressing concern so I ate due to nerves and decided I can do it another day. At least I have everything sorted. My box of info - letters, will, accounts..really taken care of everything logistically.
 

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