Venting The day I sleep forever.

[Lord_Satan]

I made this post so I can redirect anybody viewing my social media; a suicide note, you could say.
I have been struggling for so long but never really talked about it, nor realized it. I was telling myself: "naaaahh you're fine just quit acting" but turns out I wasn't really acting.
Tomorrow morning I'm gonna take my last breath. I might postpone it. I might fail. But this will never change the fact that I'll forever try to end this misery. I haven't achieved any of my dreams, but it doesn't matter anyway.
I wasn't born in a very supportive environment, and maybe this is the biggest factor. But I really can't name a specific reason why I want to end my life. I feel like I was destined to reach this moment. I don't know what awaits me on the other side, but it doesn't really matter.
For anyone I know seeing this, I'm sorry; whether I matter to you or not, just know this is my limit.
Love y'all. Hope I wasn't a burden.
Thanks to this community for helping me exit peacefully. Goodbye, everyone.

 

[geepeedee]

goodbye and good luck. hope you find peace.

 

[Lord_Satan]

goodbye and good luck. hope you find peace.

Thank you.

 

[ZwartHartje]

I made this post so I can redirect anybody viewing my social media; a suicide note, you could say.
I have been struggling for so long but never really talked about it, nor realized it. I was telling myself: "naaaahh you're fine just quit acting" but turns out I wasn't really acting.
Tomorrow morning I'm gonna take my last breath. I might postpone it. I might fail. But this will never change the fact that I'll forever try to end this misery. I haven't achieved any of my dreams, but it doesn't matter anyway.
I wasn't born in a very supportive environment, and maybe this is the biggest factor. But I really can't name a specific reason why I want to end my life. I feel like I was destined to reach this moment. I don't know what awaits me on the other side, but it doesn't really matter.
For anyone I know seeing this, I'm sorry; whether I matter to you or not, just know this is my limit.
Love y'all. Hope I wasn't a burden.
Thanks to this community for helping me exit peacefully. Goodbye, everyone.

Personally I think what awaits on the Other Side is ALL that really matters - because it will likely be forever, unlike this temporary, fleeting life.
Btw, you have a very interesting profile pic and user name. I like Dissection a lot, and I've been much into Satanism since my childhood.
Wishing you all the best, and that all will go the way you intend.

 

[Lord_Satan]

Personally I think what awaits on the Other Side is ALL that really matters - because it will likely be forever, unlike this temporary, fleeting life.
Btw, you have a very interesting profile pic and user name. I like Dissection a lot, and I've been much into Satanism since my childhood.
Wishing you all the best, and that all will go the way you intend.

Whatever is there, I don't think this will change anything.
I've always been a huge metalhead. Dissection is one of my favorite bands if not my favorite. Jon was...a pretty evil guy. But he had huge desperation for what he truly loved. His music is a masterpiece.
I've always been a non-theistic satanist as well (or an atheist whatever you like lol). It serves more as an ideology for me.
Thanks for your wish, hope I can finally find piece.

 

[darksouls]

peace and love to you, my friend