The Bus Is Almost Here

[Joey]

I'm definitely going to be CTB much much sooner that I've expected..

I'm going to give myself till the end of this year once all of my affairs are in order.

Things I'm doing...
- Going to sell my Nintendo Switch and give the account to a person that I truly feel that deserves it.

-Selling my car, it's going to cover the cost for my cremation and I've already got a lot saved up anyway and I don't want to leave my parents with a burden of debt. I want to be responsible on how I go out.

-Writing a huge note. Going to list people that meant the world to me and explaining my reasons on why I did it. I feel like family deserves closure.

-Method I'm using is SN. I'm studying it and reading the guide, making sure it'll 100% be peaceful.

-Goodbye party? I'm not a narcissist or anything and I know there's nothing special about me but I want to make sure that I won't be so alone when I do it. Yeah not physically there but hey it's the internet and you can meet people there all of the time. I'll ask questions on about my life and such other stuff.


So there's that and I feel like that I lived a very good life. A life full of decent adventures and I don't know what's after this life but we all gotta find out someday. Whether if it's by your choice or something out of your control.

Thank you.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

For that goodbye party u going to do a call with a bunch or friends or what do u have in mind?.

 

[Ghost2211]

Good to hear you're doing things in a thoughtful organized way. A goodbye party sounds like a fun idea, and switches are insanely rare nowadays. I'm still using a switch lite since it's all that exists lol.

You'll be missed, but it's nice to hear there still time to talk. I hope you have a lovely journey, and live life to its fullest before the bus arrives.

 

[TAW122]

This is a well thought-out plan and outline, while different from mine in various areas, there are similarities such as closure and finding peace. I hope you have a pleasant interim as well as a peaceful transition into the unknown when your time comes.

 

[Joey]

For that goodbye party u going to do a call with a bunch or friends or what do u have in mind?.

More of just chatting on here in the site. Nothing with vc.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

My love to you, always. I will be here for you for as long as you need me.

It's going to be a tough go seeing you climbing into the bus, but I only hope that the ride is smooth.. Tons of love. x

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

More of just chatting on here in the site. Nothing with vc.

Ohh okay. Just asking. Even if it's only a chat, I hope it goes well and wish u the best on whatever your decision might be.

 

[Joey]

My love to you, always. I will be here for you for as long as you need me.

It's going to be a tough go seeing you climbing into the bus, but I only hope that the ride is smooth.. Tons of love. x

You're the best