Hi there, I want to introduce myself...
Later I want in a separate threat introduce my setup (exit bag with N2).
I'm pretty f*** up.
It all began with borderline. Cut myself until the muscles. They blow up like balloons, so... If you wanna look like Arnold, just cut your muscles
No... Don't do it! It looks pretty ugly!!!
They sewn me without medication, because I was intoxinated. Pure horror...
I have seen a lot of mental clinics in my life.
I don't want to end up like the most patients there. I'm pretty clear in my head.
Alcohol was/is a great example for loosing the control of life. But now I don't give a f*** about this.
I lost everything, what is important to me.
I have nobody to talk with. No family, no friends.
In order to my ctb I haven't a girlfriend, and even blast my last one.
They shouldn't suffor for my sins...
There is a court date, I don't wanne miss with my date...
Therefore I'm going sooner.
My therapist say, I'm running away from my problems.
The court-date is a new chance... blablabla...
In fact, its the end of my life I know and the life worth living.
Later I want in a separate threat introduce my setup (exit bag with N2).
I'm pretty f*** up.
It all began with borderline. Cut myself until the muscles. They blow up like balloons, so... If you wanna look like Arnold, just cut your muscles
No... Don't do it! It looks pretty ugly!!!
They sewn me without medication, because I was intoxinated. Pure horror...
I have seen a lot of mental clinics in my life.
I don't want to end up like the most patients there. I'm pretty clear in my head.
Alcohol was/is a great example for loosing the control of life. But now I don't give a f*** about this.
I lost everything, what is important to me.
I have nobody to talk with. No family, no friends.
In order to my ctb I haven't a girlfriend, and even blast my last one.
They shouldn't suffor for my sins...
There is a court date, I don't wanne miss with my date...
Therefore I'm going sooner.
My therapist say, I'm running away from my problems.
The court-date is a new chance... blablabla...
In fact, its the end of my life I know and the life worth living.
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