Discussion I'm tired of feeling jealous of other people's lives.

[fkyou]

I'm tired of feeling jealous of other people's lives and knowing I don't have one..I want to end my life so I don't feel like this anymore..

 

[tonicer]

Same. I am 40+ now and i dream and wish of being father since i was 30 something but i can't even get a girlfriend because of my weird face and when i see happy couples or young families i just hate myself for being so damn ugly. Not a single girl looked at me when i was young and not a single woman since i became an adult with anything else than disgust. My ugliness is not infectious!

 

[Hollowman]

Me too

 

[dragonofenvy]

Me too. I joined this site knowing the envy I carried and named myself after it, but I still can't get over it.

 

[hello707]

Me too. All the people around me seem so busy and fulfilled with what they do, but I'm stuck in this room almost 24/7 doing absolutely nothing and making no improvements to my life. I don't have friends who understand me, and every time I think a problem is over, it resurfaces and gets 10x worse. I hate everyone who has it better than me.

 

[StupiderJuniper]

same. it has made me soooooo frustrated. the envy sucks so much, but i can't help it when practically everyone i knew had a better, less scary life (especially family wise,,,,). i keep putting in the same, if not more effort, yet i'm in these horrid times, but i guess thats what i get for being unlucky.