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Pointless life

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Oct 31, 2021
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Hi everyone, thanks for accepting me. Iv been lurking on this forum for a while and finally decided to make an account. I couldent believe my luck when i came across this forum and using the information i found on here, i attempted to ctb using the amitryptalyn method but i also added morphine into the mix. The last thing I remember was laying in bed waiting for the cocktail to take effect but as my family had not heard from me the last few days, they rang the police to do a welfare check on me and they found me and i was taken to hospital. I was later told i had gone into respiratory arrest and if i wasent found i would have ctb. Now I'm currently out-of-hospital and re ordering the meds i need to try again. Iv heard adding cimetidine to the cocktail will speed the ctb process up but can anyone confirm this please? I can't fail my next attempt because i will probably get sectioned. Sorry for the long first post and thanks in advance.
 
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LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
Welcome :) !!!

I'm quite happy that you've found what you were looking for on here. I was also a long-time lurker when I finally decided to join. Best decision in a while !
I'm sorry that your attempt failed, unfortunately, it happens. I hope that you'll find peace with whatever you choose next.

Tho I cant' answer your question (sorry about that), I just wish that you'll find the answers you're looking for ^^.
 
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After Life

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Nov 6, 2021
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Hi everyone, thanks for accepting me. Iv been lurking on this forum for a while and finally decided to make an account. I couldent believe my luck when i came across this forum and using the information i found on here, i attempted to ctb using the amitryptalyn method but i also added morphine into the mix. The last thing I remember was laying in bed waiting for the cocktail to take effect but as my family had not heard from me the last few days, they rang the police to do a welfare check on me and they found me and i was taken to hospital. I was later told i had gone into respiratory arrest and if i wasent found i would have ctb. Now I'm currently out-of-hospital and re ordering the meds i need to try again. Iv heard adding cimetidine to the cocktail will speed the ctb process up but can anyone confirm this please? I can't fail my next attempt because i will probably get sectioned. Sorry for the long first post and thanks in advance.
Hello notlongleft welcome , i am a new member to can i ask how you got a hold of those meds ?
 
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Labean

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Nov 5, 2021
55
Привет. Вам сложно ответить на ваш вопрос, потому что я сомневаюсь, что кто-то пытался уйти так, как вы хотите. Но вы изучите информацию, которая здесь представлена. Не будь ленивым.
 
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Pointless life

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Oct 31, 2021
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Hello notlongleft welcome , i am a new member to can i ask how you got a hold of those meds ?
Hi arfter life i got them from the dark web not sure if im allowed to give websites on here but if needed i can send a private message
 
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After Life

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Nov 6, 2021
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Hi arfter life i got them from the dark web not sure if im allowed to give websites on here but if needed i can send a private message
please do i cant send private message yet but will let you know when i get it thanks. dont really know much about the darkweb or bitcoins but i guess i will have to learn
 
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xyzasd

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Nov 3, 2021
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Sry don't know either, but how did you start a thread? I've also just registered.
 
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Pointless life

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Oct 31, 2021
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Damn dont think i can send private messages neither. The person i get it from is uk based and will only ship to uk. Where are you based if you dont mind me asking?
 
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After Life

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Nov 6, 2021
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Damn dont think i can send private messages neither. The person i get it from is uk based and will only ship to uk. Where are you based if you dont mind me asking?
sweden
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Welcome to the forum. I know nothing about what you are asking, but I wish you the best with your plans. I can imagine it must be frustrating to fail an attempt. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
278
Welcome around and is good that you found useful information; things could have been a lot worse without it. I don't have a lot to say right now other than

Good luck on whatever comes next!
 
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