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Unworthyhuman

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I am going to begin by ingesting 2 bottles per hour, possibly less or more depending on if I puke. I took 10 at all once and puked within 30 minutes, so i'm going to space out this time. From what I read it reaches peak levels at 2 hours. It also appears that when this has been used on people unknowingly, they were dosed over time, not all at once. We don't truly know the timelines, as people lie. There are current health and medication factors too, so essentially I'm making myself a lab rat. I'm 45f,no known medical issues and no medication. I will be adding alcohol and a THC gummy. Since it constricts the vessels, I feel like this could help in the partial process, so if I have the same experience as last, I'm going to implement partial at the same time, with the ability to turn to full if I need. I have a total of 20 bottles, I might go get more, I haven't decided yet. I wish there was a way when I succeed to let you know it worked. In my experience last time, I could feel the sensations of my vessels, including in my brain. Since then, I have still had some sensations, almost as if my blood clotted or struggled. I didn't get medical attention, so who knows if my body has side effects from that attempt. I didn't get squirts and the worst part was the anxiety wondering what and when it would happen next. If you are interested, I will update here when I begin. (likely Monday night into Tuesday)
 

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