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ihatethecia

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Jun 17, 2022
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I posted the recent thread of me trying to CTB with IC SN and then spitting it out but still getting poisoned. Now I'm constantly having panic attacks that I'm gonna die slowly and panicking about the symptoms. Anyone in a similar situation that tried SN please talk to me , or anyone at all. I'm just constantly panicking thinking I have to CTB fully now cause I'm fucked
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,593
I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I can imagine that it must be so awful having the panic attacks. I know that this life can be unbearable when you suffer so much. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.
 
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James777

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Jun 6, 2022
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I posted the recent thread of me trying to CTB with IC SN and then spitting it out but still getting poisoned. Now I'm constantly having panic attacks that I'm gonna die slowly and panicking about the symptoms. Anyone in a similar situation that tried SN please talk to me , or anyone at all. I'm just constantly panicking thinking I have to CTB fully now cause I'm fucked
You should call am ambulance or get to a hospital immediately
 
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ihatethecia

Member
Jun 17, 2022
69
This was like a month ago, I've been to the hospital and doctors
 
Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
825
Then go to the doctors again. I don't know what answers you can get on here. People who have recovered from their SN attempt did not report any lasting symptoms. You went to the ER and to the doctors already and they say you're fine, so if you think you aren't, go back to the doctors.
 
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Viafactorum

Tedious
Jun 9, 2022
80
Go see a shrink. Your problem seems more psychological than poisoning.
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
973
So, you attempted like in a month ago and since then, are having panic attacks? Is that right? If that's the case, you need to look for a doctor (perhaps a neurologist) to do some examinations to know if you got any sort of damage. In the meanwhile, you can look for therapists to help you deal with the panic attacks.

Can you link the other thread?
 
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ihatethecia

Member
Jun 17, 2022
69
No I've had chest pain, fatigue, exercise intolerance, now poor circulation in my hands and feet
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
825
Sounds good. You've been checked out, since the ER staff and doctors have said you are fine, I have to agree that this is psychological. And you're a new member...hmmm....I wonder.
 
chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Paragon
Jul 11, 2021
973
No I've had chest pain, fatigue, exercise intolerance, now poor circulation in my hands and feet
I see. It got a bit confusing to me, but anyway, no one in here can help you with your symptoms and you really need to see a doctor. Where are you from?

But we can stay with you when you need it 🤗
 

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