Taking 12 benzo pills at once before an attempt

[left0vers]

Is that a good idea? I am not expecting to OD, my goal is to pass out quickly while I'm standing on a stool with a knot around my neck or, alternatively, right before I drink SN, though the latter seems riskier.

 

[hdead]

The SN protocol does include benzos, and I had similar thoughts on hanging with benzos. Hanging is off the table for me personally but from what I've seen and read here it's a combo that's been used succesfully.

All I can really advise you to do is do your research and draw your own conclusions.

 

[sifp]

I too have had the same idea. Ctb is so frightening and it seems tempting to just medicate that fear away.

I tried hanging but just couldn't bring myself to do it (pain not SI), so I thought maybe if I just chase a handful of benzos with a swig of vodka with the noose around my neck I would pass out. I haven't tried it though because if I fail I imagine I'll be in pretty rough shape and I live with my parents. And I'll have wasted a bunch of precious benzos which are tough to get.

Seems like a viable strategy though and will probably be my back up if I can't get my hands on SN. Like the above user said benzos are part of the SN protocol (not riskier) so it's good to have. For me it was easier to get than an and ae.

 

[fitoo5999]

Ae seems impossible to get. Everyone has it but I can't get it.

 

[left0vers]

The SN protocol does include benzos, and I had similar thoughts on hanging with benzos. Hanging is off the table for me personally but from what I've seen and read here it's a combo that's been used succesfully.

All I can really advise you to do is do your research and draw your own conclusions.

I too have had the same idea. Ctb is so frightening and it seems tempting to just medicate that fear away.

I tried hanging but just couldn't bring myself to do it (pain not SI), so I thought maybe if I just chase a handful of benzos with a swig of vodka with the noose around my neck I would pass out. I haven't tried it though because if I fail I imagine I'll be in pretty rough shape and I live with my parents. And I'll have wasted a bunch of precious benzos which are tough to get.

Seems like a viable strategy though and will probably be my back up if I can't get my hands on SN. Like the above user said benzos are part of the SN protocol (not riskier) so it's good to have. For me it was easier to get than an and ae.

The risk I mentioned is about the timing. The first time I took 2 mg of xanax, I was put to sleep within a a couple of minutes. Thus, taking a greater amount should be done right before going through with the main ingredient to the method. I figure nothing's going to happen if it's is hanging, but with SN, there's always the chance of vomiting. If that happens shortly after I take benzos, I imagine most of that dose will come out, which at mininum will leave me in panic and force me to watch my body die without going unconscious for however long it takes for SN to do its job.

Ae seems impossible to get. Everyone has it but I can't get it.

Antiemetics?

 

[fitoo5999]

The risk I mentioned is about the timing. The first time I took 2 mg of xanax, I was put to sleep within a a couple of minutes. Thus, taking a greater amount should be done right before going through with the main ingredient to the method. I figure nothing's going to happen if it's is hanging, but with SN, there's always the chance of vomiting. If that happens shortly after I take benzos, I imagine most of that dose will come out, which at mininum will leave me in panic and force me to watch my body die without going unconscious for however long it takes for SN to do its job.

Antiemetics?

Yes