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blahblahuser1174

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Dec 21, 2021
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too much of a p**** for jumping or hanging, this is my only option rn. sick of this shit
 
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LoneMisery

Student
Jan 23, 2022
125
Ive read that pills and alcohol arent as effective. Sadly. Im the same way. Not strong enough to jump. I even have a spot where a train that moves high speed and is around every hour that i could use but im afraid of failing.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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What is mg of meds and how many? Probably will just sleep nicely for a bit and wake up with a drug induced hangover. That or get sick. Pills typically dont work.
 
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angiegirl30

angiegirl30

Student
Jan 20, 2022
112
Ive read that pills and alcohol arent as effective. Sadly. Im the same way. Not strong enough to jump. I even have a spot where a train that moves high speed and is around every hour that i could use but im afraid of failing.
Nope. Alcohol actually potentates the effect of the opioids. You can actually go into respiratory arrest doing this depending on the amount of opioids and type of alcohol you use.
 
occamsrazor

occamsrazor

we’re born astride the grave
Jan 31, 2022
45
I read an article yesterday about doctor suicides and doctors use benzodiazepines with alcohol it's a much higher success rate than other pills with alcohol
 
Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
I understand how you fee completely but please don't make any rash decisions. This is something you should take the time to do properly because you may only get one opportunity. I actually know a person who ended up as a vegetable because of opioid overdose and she's gonna be like that for the rest of her life because her family will always choose life sustaining measures for her. It's weird to say this when it comes to ctb but please be careful.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
too much of a p**** for jumping or hanging, this is my only option rn. sick of this shit
god damn i'm jealous you have a whole bottle - i've been trying for a year to get even a single pill.

how many mg in total? what roa? what sort of alcohol and how much? do you plan to fast beforehand?
 
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sweetheart

Member
May 12, 2018
15
I read an article yesterday about doctor suicides and doctors use benzodiazepines with alcohol it's a much higher success rate than other pills with alcohol
It's possible I guess, but not very reliable. If you have any sort of tolerance to benzos this probably won't work, and you'd need an ungodly amount. I've been piss drunk and on high doses of xanax/valium/kpins many many times and never been anywhere near close to death. Low risk though. If it doesn't work at least you'll feel amazing and get some quality sleep.
 
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occamsrazor

we’re born astride the grave
Jan 31, 2022
45
It's possible I guess, but not very reliable. If you have any sort of tolerance to benzos this probably won't work, and you'd need an ungodly amount. I've been piss drunk and on high doses of xanax/valium/kpins many many times and never been anywhere near close to death. Low risk though. If it doesn't work at least you'll feel amazing and get some quality sleep.
That would be great to get some quality sleep. It's so hard to find benzos in my area. Of course I am not condoning you hurting yourself but you could look into helium asphyxiation. That is one I have highly considered
 
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bigfishlittlefish

Student
Dec 21, 2021
148
too much of a p**** for jumping or hanging, this is my only option rn. sick of this shit
Pretty low. Honestly, pills are the most unreliable way to try and ctb. Most medications these days are designed to have very low lethality.
 
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