T-minus 5 days and I've never felt this at peace

[ready.to.go]

I've been planning this for ~so~ long. My partner and our friend who lives with us are out of town for 10 days. So this has been my time to deep clean the house and get my affairs in order. Knowing what's coming.... I am so excited. I have not felt this at peace in so long. I'm singing along with every song and dancing in the shower (more like jiggling since I have to shower sitting... yay chronic illness). It feels like this giant weight has been lifted and I just feel so light.

Only 5 days......

 

[Zegers]

Do you mean you will ctb?

 

[ready.to.go]

Do you mean you will ctb?

Lol yeah maybe I should have been more specific. I have 2 bottles of N and will take the long trip Saturday night

 

[Zegers]

Lucky you have N.

Godspeed

 

[StarlightDreamer]

Best of luck, friend. I'm so happy for you.

 

[Poor Stargazer]

I am happy for you and wish you all of the best!

 

[domedune]

good luck my mate!

 

[Dead Meat]

I wish you all the best for a very pleasant and comfortable journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility

 

[deathisnear]

Best of luck, wishing you a peaceful journey

 

[Mr_House]

Damn N, Not bad. Gracious Luck with your Saturday CTB!

 

[Euthanza]

September peace be upon you

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Goodspeed fellow sufferer. I wish you all the best

 

[Trifecta]

I wish you peace on your journey.

 

[thebunny]

super happy for you! hope things will go well on saturday.
i wish you nothing but peace and happiness. best wishes!

 

[BittersweetSymphony]

I hope I can someday share in your sense of peace. Much love, my fellow sufferer.

 

[Finding Sirius]

I wish you a safe journey to the other side.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Wishing you a peaceful journey and freedom.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so relieved. N does sound like the best and most peaceful way to ctb and those who have it are certainly lucky. Best wishes.