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I finally decided to get a syringe to test the N.. but it won't go through the rubber stopper no matter how hard I push down on it. This is the needle I'm trying to insert
 

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Bigredtxs907

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that shit too fat bro.. and no point. that's for like iv injections homie. you can get normal ones at the Walmart/ like Walgreens bro get a mil insulin needle bro
 
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PeacefulTonic

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that shit too fat bro.. and no point. that's for like iv injections homie. you can get normal ones at the Walmart/ like Walgreens bro get a mil insulin needle bro
Lmao for real. The rubber seal won't even close back up if you perforated it with that
 
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Lmao for real. The rubber seal won't even close back up if you perforated it with that
ya and with N being sensitive to Oxygen i would think you would be destroying your money spent
I finally decided to get a syringe to test the N.. but it won't go through the rubber stopper no matter how hard I push down on it. This is the needle I'm trying to insert
where did you even find one that big..
 
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I don't have any experience of needles at all.. I thought I did need a very thin needle but I can't find those anywhere online !
we don't have walmart or walgreens in my country :/
ya and with N being sensitive to Oxygen i would think you would be destroying your money spent

where did you even find one that big..
these size ones are all over amazon and ebay !
 
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I don't have any experience of needles at all.. I thought I did need a very thin needle but I can't find those anywhere online !
don't got to go online they sell them at walmart/ anywhere really just look for insulin needles. i gus you could order it online if you wanted too....https://www.adwdiabetes.com/category/insulin-syringes?gclid=CjwKCAjwzaSLBhBJEiwAJSRokqBi-CNAx7vAlWcFANjO68Cfv6Azcbj4uYKm_Gb8I57qoIeI9w8XshoC6QEQAvD_BwE
 
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don't got to go online they sell them at walmart/ anywhere really just look for insulin needles. i gus you could order it online if you wanted too....https://www.adwdiabetes.com/category/insulin-syringes?gclid=CjwKCAjwzaSLBhBJEiwAJSRokqBi-CNAx7vAlWcFANjO68Cfv6Azcbj4uYKm_Gb8I57qoIeI9w8XshoC6QEQAvD_BwE
so it's just an insulin needle I need to search for??
 
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are you planning on drinking it? or ejecting it when the time comes?
I will have to drink all of it when I ctb I am just taking out 5ml with the syringe to drink and see what happens. It would be enough to put you to sleep for a while
I will have to drink all of it when I ctb I am just taking out 5ml with the syringe to drink and see what happens. It would be enough to put you to sleep for a while
I would have to figure out how to get through the rubber stopper when I am
Ready to ctb..'I don't know how I'll do that
 
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I don't think you'd be able to inject it all before passing out. IV drip is probably the only way
use a turikit.....
I will have to drink all of it when I ctb I am just taking out 5ml with the syringe to drink and see what happens. It would be enough to put you to sleep for a while

I would have to figure out how to get through the rubber stopper when I am
Ready to ctb..'I don't know how I'll do that
you take the rubber stopper out when its time. there is a video showing you how on the forms .... i think its under ......... something ill have to look on my phone they webpage is laid out a little different
 
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I finally decided to get a syringe to test the N.. but it won't go through the rubber stopper no matter how hard I push down on it. This is the needle I'm trying to insert
You need first a drawing needle and then a smaller injection needle. Whatever you got is not for the job. Don't mess up by doing wrong, head to a pharmacist, good luck with your journey
 
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use a turikit.....

you take the rubber stopper out when its time. there is a video showing you how on the forms .... i think its under ......... something ill have to look on my phone they webpage is laid out a little different
N's too powerful, doubtful a tourniquet will stop you from passing out while self injecting 100ml

Not worth the risk of failure, IMO. Think it's a better idea to just drink it
 
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You need first a drawing needle and then a smaller injection needle. Whatever you got is not for the job. Don't mess up by doing wrong, head to a pharmacist, good luck with your journey
2 different needles? it's very confusing..
 
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N's too powerful, doubtful a tourniquet will stop you from passing out while self injecting 100ml
i think a tourniquet would work just my medical side talking thought gus ill have to try it! in the name of science:devil:
 
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i think a tourniquet would work just my medical side talking thought gus ill have to try it! in the name of science:devil:
just sounds really risky because if you pass out before it all goes into your system and you don't end up ctb, you just wasted all that money
 
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As others have mentioned, it is way too big and a blunt needle as well. Just buy some insulin syringes off Amazon.
 
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YourNeighbor

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Think you have a straw there, not a needle.
 
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If anyone happens to read this thread I'll just point out, tourniquet will not work. IV N is not really an option unless you have specialist equipment and a tourniquet is not that. Also IV use of N comes with I risk of necrosis if you miss the vein or any leaks out of the vein into surrounding area. Whilst that's not something that would usually happen when done by a professional it's entirely possible (maybe even likely) for someone who is new to it.


Oh an a 100ml syringe barrel is massive. If you could wven get it in with a tourniquet blocking the flow it would pop your vein and you'd be in some pretty deep necrosis shit.
 

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