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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
494
With my time approaching I'm trying to decide on a method. Every time i feel like i have settled in i get spooked. I have guns, N. F and SN. No telling how much i have spent acquiring these. In the thousands for sure. I watch prison execution videos since they are now using a one drug system of N. Some of the autopsy results are not pretty which i will include. They say the fluid buildup in the lungs would feel like drowning which is horrible. In Alabama they are using the nitrogen method and some of what is happening to them is not good either. Blood and coughing ect during the procedure. All this in a way leads me to conclude there is no perfect death. I may just have to say fuck it and use a gun which i did not have to buy, already had. At least more people have died by a gun than any other method in history. Tried and true.


 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
494
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Its funny. I'm trying to bring out the fact that autopsy reports are saying that these people had their lungs filled with fluid after taking N but that does not slow down the fascinations of it one bit. For me it is terrifying to feel like im drowning and can do nothing about it. I would rather take a shot to the head. BTW this was with using a iv format. I would take it orally and have to deal with the taste and slower reaction time. idk.
 
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X-sanguinate86

Specialist
Sep 26, 2025
346
The person who has taken/received N is deep asleep.
 
geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
212
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Its funny. I'm trying to bring out the fact that autopsy reports are saying that these people had their lungs filled with fluid after taking N but that does not slow down the fascinations of it one bit. For me it is terrifying to feel like im drowning and can do nothing about it. I would rather take a shot to the head. BTW this was with using a iv format. I would take it orally and have to deal with the taste and slower reaction time. idk.
You hit the jackpot of painless methods and it's not good enough lol. The fluid buildup happens after unconsciousness sets in.
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

Student
Mar 23, 2026
123
From what I heard you'll be in a deep coma until you truly die, you won't be able to feel anything, you'll be in a coma in a few minutes then die after 1h or so. Why worrying about what happen if you'll be in a coma?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,420
I suppose we can't know for sure how it feels- if the person is unresponsive as they die. We can only monitor their behaviour. But then- I'm not sure they would use N in the VAD clinics if it caused such extreme discomfort/ distress. Patients aren't strapped down by the looks of it either. Plus- they often have loved ones around them. If they died writhing in agony- I imagine that would be more heard about.

I'm not into watching gore but, I did see a short documentary of someone dying at Dignitas- and it looked very fast and painless.