BluesRunTheGame
Blackpilled
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,715
So yeah I got two weeks sober and since then I've not been sober so much. When I'm sober I'm most suicidal. Drink is my salve. Until it wears off of course.
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BluesRunTheGame
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- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,715
WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
Almost two months sober here! Miss alcohol so much but I know I'll be more suicidal if I drink. Not ready yet.
Wish you the best, pal!
BluesRunTheGame
Blackpilled
- Dec 15, 2020
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Two months is huge man, well done. I've only ever hit that milestone once. How you feeling?
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
I'm feeling HEALTHY and my liver and stomach really appreciate it lol.
When I drank, I used to vomit lots. My body wanted me to stop and I finally got the message.
Also, no more suicidal hangovers!
I still have ups and downs but the hangovers were terrible. I even tried to ctb during one!
BluesRunTheGame
Blackpilled
- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,715
Good for you. I never vomit but I do have to deal with the anxiety on the flip side. But I just taper off with light beer over a day or two until I'm back to normal.
GarageKarate07
Wizard
- Aug 18, 2020
- 675
If Sunday is drunk day then it's been Sunday for like 4 months!! LOL. I've been drinking and driving and drunk at the store and it's fun. Not so drunk that I will hurt anyone but drunk enough that I would get a ticket. What if I got in a wreck and hurt other people? IDK. What if less kids got fucked up by their parents and didn't end up wanting to fucking kill themselves for most of their adult life? You answer my question first Mr.Penguin!
BluesRunTheGame
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- Dec 15, 2020
- 1,715
Xdyzine
Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
- Nov 19, 2020
- 66
Every Sunday, Saturday and he'll even fridays and Thursdays ! Cheers to you all. Numb my brain more.I've accepted that drinking invariably makes me feel worse. Now that I'm off SSRI, it doesn't even make me feel that good during the drinking session.
Darrenloses
Student
- Nov 27, 2018
- 105
I haven't drank alcohol in over a year. when I'm on it I'm a bigger abusive pos than I already amSimilar threads
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