Venting Suicide is Expensive

[socrates]

I'm planning to go by nitrogen exit bag and it's all so expensive. The Gas, the regulator/flomiter. The other stuff isn't too expensive, but it adds up. Today I've decided I'm gonna have to pay for a hotel room for the night. At first I wanted to do it at home in my bed, but I don't want my family to find me. I was thinking about doing it in some parking lot at night, but that's waaaaaaaayyyy to risky. So all that's left is a hotel room. I'll feel bad for the staff, but i could have an auto call for the police. And there won't be any mess.

All the costs just add up.I have some savings i can rely on. I just feel bad for people who are a lot less fortunate then me. For less fortunate people I guess they can put it on a credit card or get a pay day loan. Makes me wonder how much creddit card debt is knocked out by suicide a year.

 

[swankysoup]

I think some remote areas are good for parking your car to cbt, but it depends if you live near anything like that.

 

[VoidBlessed]

I agree and it's so frustrating! I've been trying to hang myself since September and the only good place to do it is a park a few miles away. I've spent so much on ubers there and back for one night of failed attempts after another, not to mention the supplies. Easily equivalent to $500 now, and I'm still not dead. Eventually I'll run out of money and the streets will kill me, but I was hoping to go a little more quickly than that.

 

[nihilistic_dragon]

Yep I've been saying that for the longest time. It's expensive to live, it's expensive to die.

 

[socrates]

I think some remote areas are good for parking your car to cbt, but it depends if you live near anything like that.

I know plenty of places I could go, including an old abandoned construction site. It's been on the market for like 10 years. Nobody wants it. Problem is It's to risky for me. I think people drive in there occasionally to dump stuff.

I agree and it's so frustrating! I've been trying to hang myself since September and the only good place to do it is a park a few miles away. I've spent so much on ubers there and back for one night of failed attempts after another, not to mention the supplies. Easily equivalent to $500 now, and I'm still not dead. Eventually I'll run out of money and the streets will kill me, but I was hoping to go a little more quickly than that.

Yeah, I've spend money on stuff for suicide before too and I'm still here. Every failure just means more cash.

I agree and it's so frustrating! I've been trying to hang myself since September and the only good place to do it is a park a few miles away. I've spent so much on ubers there and back for one night of failed attempts after another, not to mention the supplies. Easily equivalent to $500 now, and I'm still not dead. Eventually I'll run out of money and the streets will kill me, but I was hoping to go a little more quickly than that.

Yeah, I've spend money on stuff for suicide before too and I'm still here. Every failure just means more cash.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm planning to go by nitrogen exit bag and it's all so expensive. The Gas, the regulator/flomiter. The other stuff isn't too expensive, but it adds up. Today I've decided I'm gonna have to pay for a hotel room for the night. At first I wanted to do it at home in my bed, but I don't want my family to find me. I was thinking about doing it in some parking lot at night, but that's waaaaaaaayyyy to risky. So all that's left is a hotel room. I'll feel bad for the staff, but i could have an auto call for the police. And there won't be any mess.

All the costs just add up.I have some savings i can rely on. I just feel bad for people who are a lot less fortunate then me. For less fortunate people I guess they can put it on a credit card or get a pay day loan. Makes me wonder how much creddit card debt is knocked out by suicide a year.

How much is it? Is it guaranteed or some long process?

 

[Valhala]

Life is still far more expensive - in every sense.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Thank God I have a few thousand bucks. Not enough to live on, but enough to die on.

I'm also thinking exit bag in a hotel.

 

[socrates]

How much is it? Is it guaranteed or some long process?

I mean nothing is 100% It takes about 30 minutes to kill you. If the bag doesn't stay on you could become a vegetable. So it's risky. As far as cost goes that will very. I'd expect to spend at least a couple hundred dollars tho.

Thank God I have a few thousand bucks. Not enough to live on, but enough to die on.

I'm also thinking exit bag in a hotel.

yeah I'm in the same boat.

 

[John8]

I mean nothing is 100% It takes about 30 minutes to kill you. If the bag doesn't stay on you could become a vegetable. So it's risky. As far as cost goes that will very. I'd expect to spend at least a couple hundred dollars tho.

yeah I'm in the same boat.

Do you feel pain if you become a vegetable?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Why would money matter to one who is going to die? Of course there's an issue of reliability but if a method were to be 100% reliable, it doesn't matter how much money somebody uses for it since money only matters to those who are still alive

 

[socrates]

Do you feel pain if you become a vegetable?

I don't know. I'd imagine. It's hard to know what's going on in their heads

 

[L'absent]

It's true, and procrastination increases the bill until you end up trying desperate methods, or you resign yourself to suffering until natural death in 70 years and who knows under what conditions.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Doesn't cost anything to buy a ligature - most already have them around in the home. Bf you pick a different method, for example, SN, of course it'll be expensive.

When you're desperate, you'll use anything. My method is hanging as it's easily accessible - yes painful for a little while - but free and I don't have to worry about waiting for it or police checks etc. I have plenty of ligatures I could use, and I can go whenever I please.

 

[Username1359751]

Doesn't cost anything to buy a ligature - most already have them around in the home. Bf you pick a different method, for example, SN, of course it'll be expensive.

When you're desperate, you'll use anything. My method is hanging as it's easily accessible - yes painful for a little while - but free and I don't have to worry about waiting for it or police checks etc. I have plenty of ligatures I could use, and I can go whenever I please.

I don't get what the point of this passive-aggressiveness in invalidating someone's willingness to die based on their choice of method... I mean, if he actually wanted to die, and couldn't afford a more painfree method then he'd have some balls and just take the pain of using a free household item as a ligature, right?
Gee, he must not be as desperate and brave as you...