Suicide in Texas

[ThisSillyMindofMine]

I never have any luck posting on this site. I feel ironically lonely when I post here.
I digress, I am looking for the best way to CTB in Texas. I ideally want to go by jumping, and I will be taking pills as a fail-safe. I don't care that pills are unreliable on their own. I know that. The pain of overdose doesn't bother me anymore, so even if it is just more unneeded pain, I'll be fine.
What's easier? Maybe a train? Could I access a tall building? I have a pistol in the place I am staying at. Though I really want to use it, I don't want to put my aunt (the owner of the gun) through that kind of guilt. I just want to go quietly and I have no access to SN. Any input is appreciated.

 

[goneangels]

guns are easy to get in TX. tall buildings or trains are hard outside houston/DFW in my experience. rural railways are difficult to predict when there will be a train

 

[ThisSillyMindofMine]

guns are easy to get in TX. tall buildings or trains are hard outside houston/DFW in my experience. rural railways are difficult to predict when there will be a train

So will it be easier to get my own gun then? Is that what I should aim for?

 

[goneangels]

So will it be easier to get my own gun then? Is that what I should aim for?

probably better to get your own than use your aunt's, for the reason you mentioned. i used to live in texas and at the time i often thought about how easy it would be to get a gun and CTB.

 

[FishRain3469]

I'm also here in TX, gun is my method of choice. Should be easy to buy one if you don't have any felonies.

 

[Csmith8827]

I'm also here in TX, gun is my method of choice. Should be easy to buy one if you don't have any felonies.

And honestly even if you do just go to a gun show and you can probably score one there. Or so I've heard...."ohhh down the grapevine." Lol this is a thread about TX..

 

[SolemnOnSunday]

I never have any luck posting on this site. I feel ironically lonely when I post here.
I digress, I am looking for the best way to CTB in Texas. I ideally want to go by jumping, and I will be taking pills as a fail-safe. I don't care that pills are unreliable on their own. I know that. The pain of overdose doesn't bother me anymore, so even if it is just more unneeded pain, I'll be fine.
What's easier? Maybe a train? Could I access a tall building? I have a pistol in the place I am staying at. Though I really want to use it, I don't want to put my aunt (the owner of the gun) through that kind of guilt. I just want to go quietly and I have no access to SN. Any input is appreciated.

Howdy howdy. I'm also in TX, and for me, since it's so easy to obtain a long gun, that's what I'd do. I don't have the money for one right now, but I think a 12 gauge is a good choice. I read that you should place the barrel in your mouth, as a temple shot or behind your ear could miss and leave you alive. Like, with your face missing or with some serious complications. So, when I have the money, I'm buying a shotgun and then shooting myself. As for drugs, I guess overdosing on something like Fent or Heroine could do the trick. I personally haven't gotten into the heavy stuff, but if I were to, I'd go to Austin and try to make some connections. I have tried to overdose on different drugs, and it usually doesn't work. I swallowed about fifty 500 mg pills, and I ended up puking up blood and vomiting up everything I ate. Also, with jumping, it shouldn't be too hard. You just have to worry about survival instincts keeping you from completing it. This is just my experience, some thoughts I've had, or things I have read up on.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to painlessly cease existing, I just want to never suffer ever again, I always wish for a death like falling into an eternal sleep and it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just have that. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you search for.

 

[FishRain3469]

Ehh... Idk Csmith.. the rules and laws have gotten much more strict over the years. But I'm sure it's still possible.

 

[ThisSillyMindofMine]

Howdy howdy. I'm also in TX, and for me, since it's so easy to obtain a long gun, that's what I'd do. I don't have the money for one right now, but I think a 12 gauge is a good choice. I read that you should place the barrel in your mouth, as a temple shot or behind your ear could miss and leave you alive. Like, with your face missing or with some serious complications. So, when I have the money, I'm buying a shotgun and then shooting myself. As for drugs, I guess overdosing on something like Fent or Heroine could do the trick. I personally haven't gotten into the heavy stuff, but if I were to, I'd go to Austin and try to make some connections. I have tried to overdose on different drugs, and it usually doesn't work. I swallowed about fifty 500 mg pills, and I ended up puking up blood and vomiting up everything I ate. Also, with jumping, it shouldn't be too hard. You just have to worry about survival instincts keeping you from completing it. This is just my experience, some thoughts I've had, or things I have read up on.

Thanks, I really appreciate the reply. Overdosing is super painful and survival instincts make it worse. I also heard about shooting from the inside of your mouth! It's nice to have a strangers opinion on it since I don't fully know the logistics of that yet. I don't have the money to get my own gun, but I can work to get one.
Love this thread. It put a smile on my face.

 

[J&L383]

Thanks, I really appreciate the reply. Overdosing is super painful and survival instincts make it worse. I also heard about shooting from the inside of your mouth! It's nice to have a strangers opinion on it since I don't fully know the logistics of that yet. I don't have the money to get my own gun, but I can work to get one.
Love this thread. It put a smile on my face.

Definitely shoot it beforehand, to get a feel for it and the cartridges.

 

[queenofengland]

gun or gas baby, those 2 work the best and always have

 

[TotalEclipse]

I'm in Texas too, I'd be gone by gun by now already if I hadn't gotten involuntarily admitted last year.

 

[flutebloom]

I'm also in Texas looking for a ctb partner because I don't have the resources to buy a gun right now and have a history in the psych ward so they might not let me buy one… I haven't tried though I don't have the money

 

[darksouls]

good luck
hope everything goes well for you