Venting Suicide CFS

[JohnDoe555]

Hi everybody, I'm new here so go easy on me please! I'm just wondering if there's anyone else who's considering suicide because of CFS? I'm in chronic pain everyday, trying to cope with debilitating fatigue, not being able to work, not being able to see friends, having no quality of life or recovery, just mostly being dismissed, having no possible solutions etc etc this is only a few of the main points.

I'm just so tired of it all. I don't know where to go or who to turn to to try and get well. My doctor is of no real use, if I change doctor I'll be met with the same outcomes. I'm stuck. I'm in limbo and there's no way out. My doc basically doesn't take me seriously,

I'm sick of dealing with chronic daily pain, horrific fatigue and mental exhaustion. I'm just wondering if theres any other CFS sufferers on here, and how do the often consider CTB as they can see no other way out?

Thanks for any replies, and feel free to PM me if you'd like

 

[Isadeth]

I am here for many reasons but chronic pain is one. I can understand your pain and frustration. I'm so sorry you're dealing with that. Have you been to pain management? Rheumatology? I can absolutely empathize with your post. Daily chronic pain is exhausting enough, especially if you try to put a smile on your face for others. Dealing with doctors that treat you like a number rather than a human and you end up worse off or under treated is horrific. Chronic pain has been making impulsiveness a problem. Because all day long I think of just ending my suffering.

If you ever need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to message me. ♡

 

[Dreamless Sleep]

I dont have CFS but I have FM and I know there are at least a couple others here who have one or the other. There are lots of people who have other chronic pain conditions as well so you will find much empathy here.

Like Isadeth said... feel free to message me as well. I've been living with many pain issues for decades so I can lend a supportive ear.

 

[JohnDoe555]

I am here for many reasons but chronic pain is one. I can understand your pain and frustration. I'm so sorry you're dealing with that. Have you been to pain management? Rheumatology? I can absolutely empathize with your post. Daily chronic pain is exhausting enough, especially if you try to put a smile on your face for others. Dealing with doctors that treat you like a number rather than a human and you end up worse off or under treated is horrific. Chronic pain has been making impulsiveness a problem. Because all day long I think of just ending my suffering.

If you ever need someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to message me. ♡

Thanks for your reply. Chronic pain is only one of the reasons I'm here also. No I've never seen a rheumatologist. Every thing works so slowly though in the medical field, and I'm not getting better

I dont have CFS but I have FM and I know there are at least a couple others here who have one or the other. There are lots of people who have other chronic pain conditions as well so you will find much empathy here.

Like Isadeth said... feel free to message me as well. I've been living with many pain issues for decades so I can lend a supportive ear.

Thank so much for your reply

 

[Isadeth]

Thanks for your reply. Chronic pain is only one of the reasons I'm here also. No I've never seen a rheumatologist. Every thing works so slowly though in the medical field, and I'm not getting better

Thank so much for your reply

It really is a slow process. Plus add an "invisible" ailment to the mix it makes it much more difficult to resolve. I've seen so many specialists and I'm about to see one more to see if it helps. Hope is dwindling. I'm tired too. I hope you're able to get help, but even if you do, the anxiety of them ripping it out from under you is constant. I wish I could provide a more uplifting message. But I'm in the same boat and I feel like it's sinking. Best of luck ♡

 

[Ghost2211]

I have CFS too. I can empathize with you since I know all too well what its like to have to push yourself though every action every day, and sleeping does nothing to recharge energy. I'm sorry you're dealing with this. It majorly sucks, and doctors cant really help.

 

[JohnDoe555]

Thank you all for your replies and your kind words. I would like to message you guys but don't seem to be able yet. I signed up about 5 days ago and and have interacted and posted stuff. But maybe it takes a few days or something longer to be approved

 

[Isadeth]

Thank you all for your replies and your kind words. I would like to message you guys but don't seem to be able yet. I signed up about 5 days ago and and have interacted and posted stuff. But maybe it takes a few days or something longer to be approved

I think you need to get 10 likes or something to be able to message. I can't remember though.