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imjusttired

imjusttired

Just a 21 year old living ‘the’ life
Nov 10, 2020
35
Hi,

I'm probably going to do a suicide attempt tonight with flunitrazolam. 50 pieces of 0.5 mg. I don't think it will kill me. I don't even know if I want to. I just want to be out for a couple of days.

So yeah that's just what I wanted to say.
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
Hi,

I'm probably going to do a suicide attempt tonight with flunitrazolam. 50 pieces of 0.5 mg. I don't think it will kill me. I don't even know if I want to. I just want to be out for a couple of days.

So yeah that's just what I wanted to say.
Not sure what flunitrazolam is but I can definitely relate to wanting to sleep for a few days but I have a dog.
Peace
 
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Lawliet

Lawliet

b a n g
Sep 15, 2020
359
Hi,

I'm probably going to do a suicide attempt tonight with flunitrazolam. 50 pieces of 0.5 mg. I don't think it will kill me. I don't even know if I want to. I just want to be out for a couple of days.

So yeah that's just what I wanted to say.
isn't that a pretty rare drug? i hope you can get the results you want.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,571
Your feelings are understandable in wanting to be out of this life. To me, it does sound rather nice being unable to experience anything at all. I hope that you find what you are looking for. Best wishes.
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
Not sure what flunitrazolam is but I can definitely relate to wanting to sleep for a few days but I have a dog.
Peace
If it is your intentions to ctb, not enough.
 
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Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
If you don't want to die, could you maybe just take slightly more than the daily dose, and try to sleep a lot instead? It's a sedative so could cause you to sleep without having to overdose.

When I have insomnia sometimes I can't get to sleep unless I drink warm milk with honey. Maybe that would help with regular sleep, I never tried.
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
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Hi,

I'm probably going to do a suicide attempt tonight with flunitrazolam. 50 pieces of 0.5 mg. I don't think it will kill me. I don't even know if I want to. I just want to be out for a couple of days.

So yeah that's just what I wanted to say.
Don't do it--Internet says 400 mg needed for lethal dose in rats--taking 25 mg might cause some damage to your system
 
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Snatsbats

Student
Jan 9, 2021
182
Flunitrazolam is 4x as potent as flunitrazepam(rohypnol). I have taken it once, only a pill and slept for 10 hours. The next evening i started having a panic attack. I had brain zaps the whole night and couldnt sleep. Dont use it. Its the strongest benzo there is. Dont fuck with that shit. It made me blackout and do stupid stuff during the day.
 
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Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
I don't know anything about your method, but I wish you the best of luck and eternal freedom and peace fellow sufferer
 
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imjusttired

Just a 21 year old living ‘the’ life
Nov 10, 2020
35
Hi I'm still here.
Hey, are you still here?

I don't remember much. I took 30 pills I remember then got scared pressed the alarm button and then heard the sirens. Though I blacked out after that but I guess I didn't cause I kept texting my girlfriend. I can't remember anything from it. Apparently they emptied my stomach and shit. And apparently I tried to disconnect myself from all the wires and leave. Even tho that's not something I would normally do. Ehm I got to go home the next day. Don't remember much of how I got home then fell asleep again. Almost ruined my relationship. So ya.
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
The button? Did you get one or what do you mean? I'm sorry you're going through this torture. I know what it feels like to be alive after one try. I wish you peace
 

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