sulk
if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
- Sep 30, 2023
- 104
I hate everything and everyone and I have nothing to live for and I know why I'm here it's because there's no way I can fucking die there's no method I can do that is efficient enough for me to fuckng die so yes I'm stuck in this stupid hell hole and I just want to go now I hate this world I hate everyone I hate that I'm lonely I only have my boyfriend's company but I hate him when he's not talking to me and when he's occupied with something else it just makes me so fucking mad for some reason I can't control it maybe I have a mental problem or something. If he leaves me I have nothing and there's no way for me to die so it just keeps making me fucking panic because I can't control my anger around him because he triggers it all the time. I don't have anything or anyone else
