Venting chronic pain

[emptymiku]

i've been in so much pain for the last few years, i can't do anything that i enjoy without being in pain. all i know is that i'm hypermobile.

it scares me to think that i have something that can't be fixed. and it probably is.

arthritis is possible, and that scares me even more. the idea that i have to live like this for the rest of my life when i'm so young, on top of everything wrong with me mentally, just convinces me that my body hates me as much as i hate myself.

i want to spit out at the universe telling it how much i want it to die along with me, but there's nobody there to listen.

 

[LevUwU]

Same here. Mine has only gotten worse over the years. I dislocate joints regularly.

No one cares about people in pain, not unless the wound is bleeding.

 

[judestfrancis]

its an absolute bitch, i feel for you. i dont think im even going to leave my bed today, living with a body that constantly overcompensates is the worst

 

[iminsweatertown]

I relate to that feeling, I'm so scared it will never end :( I'm sorry

 

[Macedonian1987]

I know how you feel. I'm just 39 but i have joints of a 75 old man. On top of my depression i have chronic pain too. I have it ever since 2011 and i'm very tired of it.