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Imamistakendumarsse

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May 3, 2020
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Took propranolol 60mg...gonna take 1300mg of paracetamol in 5 mins
 
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rikamonie

Experienced
Jun 3, 2020
290
i hope all is peaceful for you :mmm:
 
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NotGonnaLast

Wizard
Mar 31, 2020
606
How you feeling Bud? @Imamistakendumarsse
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
I hope you have a peaceful transition... Remember that it's completely okay to decide not to.

If you need to talk, we are here. x
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Hey bro ... Sorry to hear U doing it tonight. It was good to know you ... I hope u r not being impulsive , we can chat if u want.
 
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Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
473
Serenity is the tranquil balance of heart and mind , this I wish for you :heart:
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

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May 3, 2020
61
Took the paracetamol
 
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NotGonnaLast

Wizard
Mar 31, 2020
606
Haven't been feeling like myself for a while...i screwed things up pretty bad..pair that with an existential crisis and you have a rather pathetic end result

Thank you..i hope so


What makes you think you screwed things up, if I may ask?
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

Member
May 3, 2020
61
What makes you think you screwed things up, if I may ask?
Long story short i wasted 4 years in a wasted endevour because i was suicidal and had an early existential crisis...dug myself into a pit that im not strong enough to get out of....and i just dont see the point really...i tried you know...but im just tired of it all
 
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krsu

999
Jun 10, 2020
210
This bitter earth
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

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May 3, 2020
61
Took meto
Hey would a losenge be good enough as a chaser?
 
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krsu

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Jun 10, 2020
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maybe we will all meet each other in the after life :3
 
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TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Took meto
Hey would a losenge be good enough as a chaser?

A lozenge might well raise your stomach acidity, which, in turn breaks down the sn faster. So, if SN poisoning is your goal, keep as little in your stomach as possible and take acid reducers.
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

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May 3, 2020
61
A lozenge might well raise your stomach acidity, which, in turn breaks down the can faster
Yeah thats a worry...maybe ill just lick it or something
 
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NotGonnaLast

Wizard
Mar 31, 2020
606
A lozenge might well raise your stomach acidity, which, in turn breaks down the can faster

Doesn't it say in Stan's Guide that an antacid is a good idea?
 
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Kumachan

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Mar 5, 2020
396
Peaceful journey to the other side my friend, i ll be following you soon
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

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May 3, 2020
61
Mixed the sn
~25 gms in 50ml
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
How r u feeling mate ?? I m feeling anxious just following this thread. Feel like I m losing a friend. ... Wish u peace brother. Hope to meet u on the other side.
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

Member
May 3, 2020
61
How r u feeling mate ?? I m feeling anxious just following this thread. Feel like I m losing a friend. ... Wish u peace brother. Hope to meet u on the other side.
I know..the anxiety is maddening
Drank it
Logging out now
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
Hope you find peace my friend
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
:aw::aw::aw:
 
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Imamistakendumarsse

Member
May 3, 2020
61
Im scared guys
I dont feel anything
 
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