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A knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!No because if i fail, it leaves a big scar and makes my body even worse than it already is.
I think the pain and SI would be too much to overcome.
Yes but SI would probably prevent you from doing it or at least cause you to make a hesitation stab and not actually hit the heart.A knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!
What is SI?Yes but SI would probably prevent you from doing it or at least cause you to make a hesitation stab and not actually hit the heart.
Unless you're a cardiologist with a great knowledge of anatomy there's a high probability you'd either take a long time to die and suffer or just plain survive it and do damage. Also as someone else said it's really difficult to overcome the self preservation instinct enough to plunge the knife in hard enough through the pain and ribcage , etc. I really Highly recommend you do not do thisA knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!
You would actually die from blood loss IMO, slow and miserable. Even if you injured vital organs what's your prize? Dying agonically all the same.I thought about that as a method of finally unleashing my self-hatred against me. But the pain would just be too unbereable, nobody could withstand that pain.
Edit: Also , one would be likely to miss.
I always have pain as my preference, I also like burning and drowning. I believe the spirit will get trapped in the earth realm if we don't realise we've died... I also think a painful method is fitting for me because I've lived my life in pain, so to live such a life and died relatively peacefully doesn't fit for meNot yet, SN or Suspension hanging would be better in my view
Curious why you put stabbing as the first choice tho
I thinks its a good way aswell. I also like burning and drowning. Peaceful or pain-free suicide is my idea of hell, I'd feel like I was cheating my death. I WANT to go out in glory and that requires pain!I always feel there is a poetic beauty in this way to go....
This is my ideal death. But i highly doubt myself having the strength and will to success.
(Meanwhile, Sn is more realistic.)