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CTBgenuine

CTBgenuine

Student
Mar 27, 2022
125
Anybody else get the urge to try this?
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
No because if i fail, it leaves a big scar and makes my body even worse than it already is.

I think the pain and SI would be too much to overcome.
 
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CTBgenuine

CTBgenuine

Student
Mar 27, 2022
125
No because if i fail, it leaves a big scar and makes my body even worse than it already is.

I think the pain and SI would be too much to overcome.
A knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!
 
WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
A knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!
Yes but SI would probably prevent you from doing it or at least cause you to make a hesitation stab and not actually hit the heart.
 
PrincessInWhite

PrincessInWhite

I just want to sell out my funeral
Feb 21, 2019
650
A knife to the heart would be fatal, surely? Almost certain death!
Unless you're a cardiologist with a great knowledge of anatomy there's a high probability you'd either take a long time to die and suffer or just plain survive it and do damage. Also as someone else said it's really difficult to overcome the self preservation instinct enough to plunge the knife in hard enough through the pain and ribcage , etc. I really Highly recommend you do not do this
 
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CrossroadsCurious

CrossroadsCurious

"Why do we do what we do?"
Dec 12, 2021
671
Why do tv shows show stabbing someone thru the armpit to get to the heart? Idk man....

Also, you have to pull the knife out, double pain, then wait to bleed out.

These are usually impulse attempts. I wouldn't plan to do this method myself when there are other ways...
 
armadillydally

armadillydally

playing dead
May 25, 2022
10
I dunno. It would be hard enough to maneuver around/break through the ribcage. I think this is prone to failure and serious bodily injury/disability
 
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DarknessAtNoon

DarknessAtNoon

Student
Apr 24, 2022
111
Knife to the heart is how Elliott Smith, my favorite musical artist, ended it. Gotta be one of the most difficult methods to successfully pull off though.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Not going to do it but think about it everyday
 
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Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
238
I thought about that as a method of finally unleashing my self-hatred against me. But the pain would just be too unbereable, nobody could withstand that pain.

Edit: Also , one would be likely to miss.
 
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ねたみ

ねたみ

水橋パルスィ
Jun 24, 2021
13
Not yet, SN or Suspension hanging would be better in my view
Curious why you put stabbing as the first choice tho
 
whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,911
I thought about that as a method of finally unleashing my self-hatred against me. But the pain would just be too unbereable, nobody could withstand that pain.

Edit: Also , one would be likely to miss.
You would actually die from blood loss IMO, slow and miserable. Even if you injured vital organs what's your prize? Dying agonically all the same.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
Sounds like a horrific way to die. I could never do that. I just want to pass away peacefully.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
yes i get the urge to try this?
 
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Ninaea

Member
May 10, 2022
16
A really badass way to clock out, but not something I could pull off. No amount of alcohol or benzos in the world could get me to muster up the courage to shove a cold blade into my chest…I think I'll stick to partial hanging; although even that has its challenges.
 
fillthevoid

fillthevoid

Member
Nov 15, 2021
87
Absolutely not. Firstly I might get the totally wrong place and die an agonising, slow death. Secondly the SI - I mean I'm not sure I even have the physical strength to stab hard enough at that angle, but as soon as that pain kicks in and I hear that crunch I am NOT gonna be able to commit to that and I am NOT gonna end up stabbing deep enough. It's also just super gruesome and terrifying which is really hard to overcome personally. 🤷‍♀️ I could never.
 
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CTBgenuine

CTBgenuine

Student
Mar 27, 2022
125
Not yet, SN or Suspension hanging would be better in my view
Curious why you put stabbing as the first choice tho
I always have pain as my preference, I also like burning and drowning. I believe the spirit will get trapped in the earth realm if we don't realise we've died... I also think a painful method is fitting for me because I've lived my life in pain, so to live such a life and died relatively peacefully doesn't fit for me
 
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Nolan96

Nolan96

Mage
Feb 12, 2022
506
My first realization of the existence of SI was when I tried to go through with this method with a knife when I was 6 years old.

Currently in a "God would things be so much better and simpler if I'd succeeded" kind of mood.
 
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MicropBaldCurrycel

Specialist
Dec 29, 2021
314
id advise against that, not only is it extremely painful but its difficult imo.

youd need surgical precision and force.

the ribs and bones and thick flesh and muscles around the heart would make it difficult.

its not a guarantee not that any method is but this seems extra dangerous and alot of effort and pain with low chances.
 
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Diceroller90

Member
Jan 12, 2020
51
I thought about buying a gun and shooting myself in the heart. Figured it should be as lethal as a headshot but allow an open casket funeral.
 
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g0921

Member
Jan 18, 2020
78
I always feel there is a poetic beauty in this way to go....
This is my ideal death. But i highly doubt myself having the strength and will to success.

(Meanwhile, Sn is more realistic.)
 
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CTBgenuine

CTBgenuine

Student
Mar 27, 2022
125
I always feel there is a poetic beauty in this way to go....
This is my ideal death. But i highly doubt myself having the strength and will to success.

(Meanwhile, Sn is more realistic.)
I thinks its a good way aswell. I also like burning and drowning. Peaceful or pain-free suicide is my idea of hell, I'd feel like I was cheating my death. I WANT to go out in glory and that requires pain!
 

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