While I did chuckle at your post, I definitely think you have a good point. Like, during my pre-depression times, I thought people who wanted to CTB were just simply not thinking too clearly or something. With SS, I can talk to people who actually KNOW what its like to have the desire to exit, instead of talking to someone who has never experienced these thoughts and therefore has no idea what they are talking about. I am seeking professional help, but most doctors in that sector don't know our struggles first hand and follow some random medical textbook instead.