Spiritual People—Talk to Me

[NumbForLife]

I'm barely holding on. I keep thinking about gassing myself out since yesterday, and this time I really feel like I could actually do it. In the past when I've thought about it I didn't think I was ever close to acting on it, but this time it feels different.

Talk to me about anything. I need to get my mind off this. I've been writing a lot on my profile lately reflecting on my heartbreaking life and writing out random thoughts, but I was hoping to talk to someone this time.

 

[DeathJester]

What spiritual path do you generally follow?

 

[Ethel]

It's admirable that you know what to do when bad thoughts get to you,i mean...People recommend talking to others when you feel bad but most people just isolate themselves when that happens, so i admire you courage to speak up

I am fairly spiritual, but not sure how that helps you,but inherently, suffering is part of life and there isn't exactly a higher purpose for the collective, there's only higher purposes for individual people

So suffering is something that can be seen through who deserves it or not,it happens to everybody to some degree y'know

I know that things might seem bad for you right now,so I'd recommend taking a shower,looking at the water flowing and imagining that all your troubles will flow away with it,as if water were the time passing

Ofc,that doesn't mean they will all pass,but at least,it will soothe you and make most of it more bearable momentarily. That's all i can say i think.

 

[NumbForLife]

What spiritual path do you generally follow?

I go back and forth between atheist and soul evolution across many lifetimes or one life with an afterlife, so I'm kind of all over the place.

It's admirable that you know what to do when bad thoughts get to you,i mean...People recommend talking to others when you feel bad but most people just isolate themselves when that happens, so i admire you courage to speak up

I am fairly spiritual, but not sure how that helps you,but inherently, suffering is part of life and there isn't exactly a higher purpose for the collective, there's only higher purposes for individual people

So suffering is something that can be seen through who deserves it or not,it happens to everybody to some degree y'know

I know that things might seem bad for you right now,so I'd recommend taking a shower,looking at the water flowing and imagining that all your troubles will flow away with it,as if water were the time passing

Ofc,that doesn't mean they will all pass,but at least,it will soothe you and make most of it more bearable momentarily. That's all i can say i think.

I went for a late night drive because maybe they've been helping me stay alive. I know what you mean, it's just that the last several months things aren't passing.

I've been pushed to the limits with various incurable health issues in this life, and lately I'm finding it hard to find reasons to keep going. I'm beyond exhausted and I don't think I can keep doing this, but I'll try.