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Sometimes I wish this website were pro-suicide
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Sometimes I wish this website were pro-suicide instead of pro-choice. If the people here actively encouraged me to die by suicide it would be a little easier, but people here are kind most of the time .
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idfwlnh, morina, MMOSTHATED and 8 others
Everyone has their own rights and ideals BUT no one should ever "force, read encourage" someone else to do something that can NEVER EVER be undone.
Like me, 2 attempts, both were VERY knee jerk reactions to horrible situations, and I was way too emotional at the time to think 100% clearly.
Everyone has or should have the right to do as they please, but I be darned if I am going to help someone commit the ultimate act of no return.
Here is my though, "do I want blood on my hands?" HELL, NO NEVER!
I am 70, please I have had enough crap about my age, thank you, and I have seen and done things that I would NOT redo ever.
If and when quantity of life overtakes quality of life, I have 24/7 chronic pain from a VERY nasty car crash, car crash not my fault, just wrong place at the wrong time, then decisions will be made, BUT it will be by and for me without outside influence ever.
Walter
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idfwlnh, Myforevercharlie, tipoftheRGB and 16 others
Everyone has their own rights and ideals BUT no one should ever "force, read encourage" someone else to do something that can NEVER EVER be undone.
Like me, 2 attempts, both were VERY knee jerk reactions to horrible situations, and I was way too emotional at the time to think 100% clearly.
Everyone has or should have the right to do as they please, but I be darned if I am going to help someone commit the ultimate act of no return.
Here is my though, "do I want blood on my hands?" HELL, NO NEVER!
I am 70, please I have had enough crap about my age, thank you, and I have seen and done things that I would NOT redo ever.
If and when quantity of life overtakes quality of life, I have 24/7 chronic pain from a VERY nasty car crash, car crash not my fault, just wrong place at the wrong time, then decisions will be made, BUT it will be by and for me without outside influence ever.
People who are so against everything about this forum make it seem like people actively encourage you into suicide on here, it's insane. I've literally interacted with the kindest people here and never once been encourage into anything. I too sort of wish someone could just encourage me into it as well but realistically I know that would be quite immoral
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somethingisntreal, tipoftheRGB, rainy.tears and 9 others
Although it should be easy to do because I don't even know how the person looks, even if to said person ctb is the freedom they seek instead of punishment (exactly my case actually), encouraging one to commit ctb will still be a blow to my conscience.
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TooMuchHasHappened, CTB Dream, Seneca65AD and 3 others
I've made countless accounts across lots of different websites to try and have people encourage me to die, I got what I wanted once or twice and honestly it just didn't work. I think I'm too self-aware or something. Being encouraged to commit suicide (short-term) didn't really change anything for me or make shit easier.
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_wishforwings, SMxj9, CTB Dream and 3 others
Same. Everyone here is extremely kind it's makes me ugly cry cause I never felt so much kindness from anyone ever. Actively people in my life tells me that nobody cares, they will joke about suicide and laugh at my face...it makes me pain in the heart. I never knew strangers can be so lovely, understanding and caring.
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idfwlnh, somethingisntreal, tipoftheRGB and 7 others
Maybe... But i hope i am. I still need to organize some things before CTB, after all this i'll be "free" to think and do it. I'm still trying to get all the medications, rn there's only benzos left. I already decided to CTB on june 20th.
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