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Let the waves take me
- Nov 6, 2019
- 191
You're going through hell.
Everyday is a nightmare for you.
You are severely depressed.
You are tired.
You are suffering and are in pain.
You will continue to have no pleasure in life.
Every second is torture for you.
You have no future.
Deep down you know what you want and you have full control over it.
This life will continue to be the same day after day.
The same suicidal thoughts, the same depression, the same moods, the same actions, the same illness. Nothing is going to change.
So if you know your situation will not change, Catching The Bus is perfectly acceptable and you should not feel guilty over it. The people who are not you do not have the right to tell you how you feel.
You know what is right for you and you only.
Do not let people deceive you or influence you in anyway. You have the right to decide what you want to do with yourself. Do not be fooled by others that life or this world is a perfect and wonderful place.
Realistically, it's a toxic world.
If that invisible dark cloud keeps taking away your energy and joy in life everyday, start thinking about how long more you can take of that. The only action you can take is doing what is right for you. Doing the things that will help you feel better as an individual, by yourself. You may never be able to change that persons opinion or change what kind of person they are. It's not like you have a remote control that controls what that person can say, think or do. You only have your own remote control that controls yourself. So please take care of yourself and understand that you matter too. You are an important person.
Take a look at a picture of you when you were a baby. Think about how much joy, laughter and love you had for life. Newsflash: that person is still you. The next president, the next top ten celebrities of the year, the weather, other people's opinions, you cannot control any of that.
Re-evaluate those people who seem to be your loved ones or friends, have they given any notice to how much suffering you are going through? Or how terrible you feel all day? Stop thinking about others and start thinking about yourself because your life depends on it. Committing suicide or staying alive, that's up to you. Love yourself on your journey to death.
"Life is just one small piece of light between two eternal darknesses"
-vladimir nabokov
Everyday is a nightmare for you.
You are severely depressed.
You are tired.
You are suffering and are in pain.
You will continue to have no pleasure in life.
Every second is torture for you.
You have no future.
Deep down you know what you want and you have full control over it.
This life will continue to be the same day after day.
The same suicidal thoughts, the same depression, the same moods, the same actions, the same illness. Nothing is going to change.
So if you know your situation will not change, Catching The Bus is perfectly acceptable and you should not feel guilty over it. The people who are not you do not have the right to tell you how you feel.
You know what is right for you and you only.
Do not let people deceive you or influence you in anyway. You have the right to decide what you want to do with yourself. Do not be fooled by others that life or this world is a perfect and wonderful place.
Realistically, it's a toxic world.
If that invisible dark cloud keeps taking away your energy and joy in life everyday, start thinking about how long more you can take of that. The only action you can take is doing what is right for you. Doing the things that will help you feel better as an individual, by yourself. You may never be able to change that persons opinion or change what kind of person they are. It's not like you have a remote control that controls what that person can say, think or do. You only have your own remote control that controls yourself. So please take care of yourself and understand that you matter too. You are an important person.
Take a look at a picture of you when you were a baby. Think about how much joy, laughter and love you had for life. Newsflash: that person is still you. The next president, the next top ten celebrities of the year, the weather, other people's opinions, you cannot control any of that.
Re-evaluate those people who seem to be your loved ones or friends, have they given any notice to how much suffering you are going through? Or how terrible you feel all day? Stop thinking about others and start thinking about yourself because your life depends on it. Committing suicide or staying alive, that's up to you. Love yourself on your journey to death.
"Life is just one small piece of light between two eternal darknesses"
-vladimir nabokov
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