Socially executed

[cneoien]

i am socially executed. socially dead.
i am worse than air.
i am that guy that people look at and feel better about themselves.
people look at me so they walk away with a smile on their face, feeling superior. for reasons i cant control.
i am the "daily validation".
everyone can walk all over me. even ones weaker than me, ones who need my help.
if i react with indifference, they look at me with pity.
i am the reason fucktards don't do the world a favor and kill themselves.
i am, have always been, the laughing stock. the next persons ego boost.
and will be until i die.

 

[Euthanza]

I can feel your isolation, it must be terrible that way. Once I also get cancelled by a small part of the group where I identify myself, but not all of them hate me, I just think those who hate me out of no reason, haters will hate. Perhaps, you can stop blaming yourself when you find good person irl who reciprocates the same way you do. I can't guarantee anything but that's all I can say as a stranger on the net. Whatever you be, I hope you find your peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such an unfair life and to me some people are just so cruel. I'm sorry that you are trapped in such an awful situation. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through as none of us should ever have to endure such misery.